CHRYSTEL

2011-10-04T23:42:00.005+08:00

Hello!
Most likely, this post will be not read by many but it doesn't matter. Hahahahaha. I have so much in mind and heart, so much that I'm gonna burst in emotions! I have to share to someone! Oh well, I used to share my daily/weekly news to someone close but things just don't work out between us anymore. I think it will also be quite weird if I was to pull a friend and chat about MY LIFE.

So... I choose to blog about it. Like what I have said, most likely I'm the only one who is gonna read it. So... in other words, I'm talking to myself. OK HI CHRYSTEL.

O levels Science practical on 20th October and 24th October for English papers.
You have no idea how much I want O levels to end now. I know I know, I'm not even confident enough to step into the examination hall and expecting to Ace a paper. BUT WHATEVER MAN. I'm super tired of the O level shit. I just want to quickly get over it!

IN LESS THAN 15 DAYS K. (didn't double check the countdown. my brain is too tired to do little math equations)

Ok, I'm gonna get real random right now. There are so much on my head.

I'm a vegetarian now. Dropping meat since 15 September 2011! Honestly, I thought of giving up and grab a chicken wing once. However I did not becuz the thought of me eating a cooked dead animal is more horrifying. LOL

What really annoys me during the days of being a vegetarian is the people around me who tried to convince me to grab a meat and thinks that it is ok to "skip a day"of being a vegetarian.

Firstly, would it be ok if your religion said you cant eat beef/pork and it is ok to skip a day of being a Buddhist/Muslim, just to have your "delicious" pork/beef? I dont get it!

Secondly, being a vegetarian is not for FUN. Being a vegetarian is helping the animals, environment and also myself! ALSO AGAINST ANIMAL CRUELTY IN SLAUGHTER HOUSES!

IGNORANT PEOPLE.

Ok enough of the rant. NEXT

After my O's

I would like to be a volunteer in SPCA. To train myself to be a good pet owner and also help out the animals there! (Is funny how people ask me not to becuz the environment will be dirty. You selfish people out there!)
I want to pick up skills! I know, I have little or no determination to do things and tend to give up easily. AT LEAST IM WILLING TO TRY! I'm going for, guitar, ukulele, skateboarding and cycling! (the list end here for the time being)
IM GONNA WORK , EARN MONEH AND SUPPORT MY ENTERTAINMENT FEES.
To lose more weight until I left a bag of bones. LOL jk.

LASTLY, IM GONNA BE A BETTER PERSON. To be more mature in my decisions, to be able to help others under any circumstances , to be able to make others happy with my little actions and also to make myself happier by being a better person.

LOL ME SOUND SO CRAPPY.

OK THIS IS SO RANDOM. IM GONNA END HERE.
K BYE.

My birthday celebration + apprecation.

2011-05-24T23:48:00.006+08:00

I know I know, I'm 17th for more than 1 month now.
YES, I AM 17 NAO! ;) happy "ladirl" (mixture of lady and girl) here.
Celebrated my 17th with a bunch of cool people, one of my best birthday celebration in the 17 years!

Lets start posting pictures of the celebration! ;)

Pretty cake made by my pretty cousins, Cheryl and Noel.
Their efforts make me heart melts!

Yes, I celebrated my birthday at Mcdonald. HEEEHEE.

Miss Mcdonald for the day ;)

Jiashing and Nicolette. My pretty ex-colleagues at DYO! My first working experiences involved them a lot! We used to gang up and rebelled our boss. HA!

Xavier, Cheryl and Noel! ;)

My bestfriend, My love ;)

Schoolmates! Qianyu, Peini and Esther.
Es and I was fighting about the positions of our party hats. HAHA.
NEVER FAIL TO FIGHT ALL DAY! >:)

LOOK AT MY ANGRY FACE

Ok smile.

Weiyuen and Cherie!

Annabella :P

Shy smile of mine...
HAHHAHAHHAHA

Pierina, Isabelle and Xavier.

Pictures above kinda sum up who had attend my party! Just a small group of people because of the cost and all ;( APOLOGISES to people who I failed to invite, either I have forgot about it (which is very bad...) or the number of attendees have alrd exceed my limit by the time you are remembered.

IM SO SORRY.

Ok continue my story.

I was having a tummy ache the whole morning :(

HAHAHHAHA, Just look at how I tried to rub my tummy.

Everyone was having their HAPPY meals while listening to the party host.
Without enough time to finish our meals, we are asked to go outdoor and play games!

When we are back indoor, I'm surprised by the birthday cake. Aww...

FAIL ATTEMPT of lighting the candles.....

JIASHING OUT TO RESCUE! :)

Feeling shy and happy about them singing the birthday song. Hehe.

Group Photo :)

A SOLO PICTURE OF MY MELON LOOKING HEAD.

Well, the day ended with me being a bad host.
I cant handle large group of people..... I ended up having short conversations to different group of people. arghhhhhhhhhhasdasdasdmzcx.

Look through the pictures and saw you people seems to be enjoying yourself like,

how Isabelle did.

how Xavier did.

How Pierina did.

well, picture show it all.

how lewei did.

how they did.

how ESTHER did.

how noel did :)

Hehe, really appreciated you guys doings. with much effort put into this day! ;)
Such as,

Nicolette and Jiashing made a big card for me. With pictures we took during work, paste all over it and words for me written behind the card. I swear my eyes are all tear up when I first saw it :(

Esther made me CHOCOLATE BANANA cupcakes (as I requested :P) for my birthday!
Pictures are not with me nao, will update this post one day~
VEH TASTY, SOOOOO GONNA REQUEST A DOZEN LATER.

Paronoid Qianyu bought me pretty braclet from Helen. I loved it so much! ;)
BLING BLINGZ.

Preggy Pie bought polaroid album for me. I nearly tear up (again) when I knew she put in efforts to look for a gift that is USEFUL for me and also know I will like it. She even went to purchase stickers for it. I love you so much sissy.

This boy here, surprised me with a LIMITED EDITION JAY PARK IPHONE CASING!!

Few days later, he surprised me with a birthday cake at my doorstep! :)

I was surprised by his little actions during my birthday week! Everything he bought for me is kinda costly and he is spending money like water on me! *heartache and happy*
He is sooooooo awesome!

Weiyuen bought me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY balloon and chocolates for me to get fat and happy.

Annabella bought me food from MARK AND SPENCERS! My favourite chocolate cereal!!
No pictures of the actual packaging though! BY THE TIME I OPENED IT, I WAS EATING IT ALREADY! HAHHA! Her effort of wrapping the first-present-she-ever-wrap-of-the-year (thats what she said)! :)

GOT TO EMPHASIZE ON THE CAKE AGAIN! THANKS LADIES!

Last but not least, the pretty dress is a gift from Lianna! Heeee.

2011-05-24T23:39:00.000+08:00

Cheater.
I am a cheater.
For ma whole life.

2011-03-24T20:39:00.004+08:00

I guess my definition of "tomorrow" is few days later.

Pictures spam. Do not expect any proper pictures with Esther's face in it. She had a disorder with limits her to give a normal smile.

Pictures were taken on 20 March, the day we went together for Park Jung min's Fan meet session which start at 5pm but as a KIAKU Singaporeans, we went at 12noon and join the long queue.

Which is a WRONG DECISION!! At noon, the sun was ....... *speechless*

We are lucky because when we reach there, the queue stops at some sheltered area. After we settled down UNDER THE SHELTER, we took some pictures:

Oh? A PROPER SMILE! ;)

Reality.

I just realised that my cheeks was already red when this photo is taken BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER!! HOWEVER, we are still under shelters.

We start doing our own stuffs. At first I was staring into space but after an hour, I then realised that I have my novel with me ..... *crickets*

I actually did a cheer when I heard the thunder and saw the dark clouds.

Esther prepared sandwiches for us. VERY SWEET GIRL ;) I MISSING THE TASTE OF IT ALRD.

When it starts to rain,

Everyone looked for shelters and took out their umbrella. I guess the only one there without an umbrella is Esther. HOW CLEVER.

Zilian shots when Esther is munching on her sandwich and ignoring me ;)

When time strucked 4pm, the queue stood up for nothing(?) so hundreds of us stood up while waiting for another hour.

Front

Back

then Esther realised...

I got sunburned ;(
Not sure whether this is clear/red enough to be seen...

We are given number card-like.

5PM.
CONCERT TIME.

SS501/PJM's Fan club.

AFTER THE CONCERT,

;( A SUNBURNED GIRL.

My face, neck and chest all got sunburned.

SAD GIRL WITH DARK SKIN ON MY CHEST NAO.

HATE LIFE.

JOKES.

ok im so lazy nao.

2011-03-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hi all! I'm back to blogging, period ;)

Feeling good about life. Studying at Secondary 5, (although pretty much people will look at me as Secondary 1 when I wore my school uniform :/) Got to go thru the whole nation exam again. Sigh, abit sian just by thinking about it.

A week or two ago, Esther asked me if I want to go to Park Jung min's Autograph session with her because her friend who is accompany her to Park Jung min's Fan meet session, could not make it.

So as a GOOD FRIEND, I went with her.
However, she said she will pay half for the Autograph session's ticket.

Did not take any photo during the Autograph session which is held on 19th March.
I was telling Esther, how I am gonna make anti-Park Jung min moves (as I'm not really a fan of his) but when I'm walking towards the stage, I'M GETTING ALL NERVOUS ;(

Here is a few pictures of the autographed album:

"Thank you"

;)

Thank Esther for giving me a chance to meet Park Jung min ;)

FEW HOURS after the Autograph session, Esther looked for me urgently to ask me to join her for the Fan meet session since her friend was getting her excuses to her last minute back out. Well, AS A GOOD FRIEND, I ACCOMPANY HER LIKE AGAIN.
.....

I shall update on the day, 20 March, the Fan-meet session, in the next post.

TO CONTINUE THIS POST, I SHALL UPDATE A FEW PICTURES OF ME.

PICTURES SPAM.

Yesterday, I was arranging the picture folder.. saw many baby Isabelle photos! MISS HER BEING SO LITTLE.

well, NOT SO CHUBBY LIKE NOW!

THE FAT FAT ROLL.

Till the next update on 20 March,

CLICK ON THE VISIBLE ADVERTISEMENT DOWN BELOW.
Thx.

2011-03-19T00:46:00.005+08:00

A year back, or maybe few months back... honestly, I always have this thought floating around my mind. always.

to be a young mama, in another word, to get pregnant early.

but few months later from then, I realized that it is a stupid thought. VERY STUPID THOUGHT. Yeah, I would still want to get pregnant, PROVIDED IF I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SUPPORT A CHILD NOW.

Seeing some teenage girls....cant wait to get fucked and pregnant, to be a young mom because THEY THINK they could afford one, are plainly dumb. EACH TIME I see such girls out there, boosting and all....i cant wait to tell them, that I'm have my popcorn ready to see how their lives is ending up to.

I know I'm mean... BUT CAN SOMEONE JUST KNOCK THEIR FUCKING BRAINS OUT OF THEIR MIND?!?!?!?!??!!?!??!?!

DONT FUCKING GIVE BIRTH TO A BABY AND NOT GIVE THEM A GOOD LIFE!

I guess, life will be so much better without being a young mom.
There are so many young moms out there (commonly without much money), begging to rewind time, with their babies limiting their freedom or limiting their ability to study or work....or worse, with a betraying husband (WHAT A JERK!!!!) yet could not do anything about his affair because they(young moms) cant afford to live without his money support.

P/S: *NOT DIRECTING THIS TO ANY YOUNG MOMS OUT THERE. THIS IS BASED ON WHAT I HAVE SEEN OUT THERE*

yet I'm still here thinking of getting a baby at this age....

lesson learned.

for now...... studying and more studying... until the day when i'm ready to welcome my baby into this world and share my happiness about my life~

TO MY FUTURE CHILD, SEE YOU IN YEARS TIME xx

I shall keep lovin' xx

2011-03-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

CHRYSTEL IN DA HOUSE.

BITCH IS ON THE LOOSE.
BITCHING.

2011-03-14T04:55:00.005+08:00

你是我的寶貝

This bring me back loads of memories, happy ones ;)
this is the reason how we get together

其实我不错可以考虑我什么都可以 Just don＇t say no

我们手牵手沙滩走一走只要跟你在一起就足够

希望你能当我宝贝你一定不会后悔

我只有一个要求就是要对你好

永远不让你流泪永远都不让你心碎

希望你相信我我们在一起好吗

四年前你唱了这首歌“你是我的宝贝”给我听

你说“我们在一起好吗？”

这样我就答应当你的宝贝

你对我说，我一定不会后悔，你说你会对我好，

永远不让我流泪，不让我心碎

四年后的今天我想对你说

我后悔了

2011-03-14T03:46:00.002+08:00

I'm here to blog because I realised that she have no ways to read my thoughts other than here.

She is someone who came into my life and left in a very ugly way. Hmmm, I'm still wondering why we did we end our friendship/"sistership" this way. Honestly, you are not the bestest friend I ever had....however you did leave a HUGE impact in my life. Not huge enough to make me cry over, however huge enough for me to think about the past and regret about my actions...

Don't know if you will still understand my level of language/explanation, as I knew I must have changed a lot since the day we STOPPED being friends PLUS, you arent schooling anymore. Dk how the heck you gonna survive in the near future... whatsoever... this arent my point.

I guess it is almost IMPOSSIBLE for us to be friends again....well REAL FRIENDS.
wish you all the best in your life ;)

realising how much you have changed since then...gave me that sour feeling.
haha, WHY AM I GETTING SO EMOTIONALLY AFFECTED BY YOU. LOL.
I should be "hating" you for being a "bitch" in my life.

Just to let you know, I cant be more willing enough to apologise and be friends again.

P/S: you are my motivation to slim down and get pretty now.

2011-03-12T22:52:00.001+08:00

Dk where can I express my anger and unhappiness that exclude BLOGGING?

Don't wish to blog to express myself anymore.

2011-03-12T00:31:00.005+08:00

Please love me for who I am and NOT using "I love you" or "heart shapes" whenever you felt like doing so, or whenever you want to make me feel better about US.

not love me for the benefits YOU get for getting together as a couple.

listened to different stories about betrayal.
this make me feel so angry yet sad.

my solution to such stuffs is, if I CANT be the one who can STOP you from all these "temptations", after so many fucking chances I'm providing you each time you did something similar, I will step out of this circle of "love".

It will be a wastage of time, for "investing" so much love on someone who don't appreciate it.

Perhaps, I'm NOT pretty, slim, interesting enough for you to put me as your first few priorities, or for you to announce the whole fucking world that I'm the girl who you love the most.
To think about it, you never once be so damn ass proud to tell others that I'm your girl.

If that is the fact, everything will be understandable ;)

This is my thoughts about the whole incident, regarding about you and her(+her+her+her) ;)

;)

Love's supposed to be some give and take, I know.
But your only taking and not giving any more
So what do I do?

If being in love and getting together is all about, texting and more texting.
I rather named you as my friend ;)

goodnight.

knowing the fact that you deleted every single information about all the girls, in your phone, before meeting me......make me feel so disgusted.

2011-03-09T00:38:00.001+08:00

Little parts of me want different replies from you.

Tears run down when I remembered the days you loved and dote me so much. However things changed.

Upsetting.

Some parts of me wanted to stay willingly. Other parts of me want you to ask me to stay. Another part of me want to leave you and gain chances to meet a better one.

I'm confused.

I just don't love you that much anymore. You are still someone I cared alot for. It just upsetting to know that I do not weight as important to you as I expected to be.

I am just that girl who will provide you to your needs

I am not the girl who you decided as the special love one...anymore.

I have bid an official goodbye

I hope this works for both of us.

I miss you already.

2011-03-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

This will stop.

I felt disgusted for staying at your side ever since 2007.
when you have done such stuffs...

I know....those are little stuffs that I should not have mind...
what made me feel so upset is the breaking of promises.

why am i talking to you politely?
why am i treating as if nothing had happened?

the thought of doing all this, to make you realised that I'm the one who WILL ALWAYS be by your side.

you will never realise this fact.

this isnt working.

2011-03-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

Whenever you do not reply hundreds texts or do not answer my millions of calls, the feeling i get is so..... indescribable...

After hours of worries, sadness and anger.. you reach me with a text.
After hundreds texts, millions of calls.. all i get is a text.

a text.

this always happens....almost everyday.

why cant i just leave you?

i just cant bear to hurt you like how you always did...

i am such a fool...

you never once cared about how i felt. why should i? :(

I always wondered if one day I just suddenly go mia, what will you do? Will you spam me texts and calls?

I guess, no.

I have so much to tell you. Tell you how I really felt now. So upset. You asked me to tell you everything whenever I'm
Unhappy but it seems like.. You do nt mean it at all.

Im always staying by your side, be there when you need me.
but where are you now?

probably, sleeping, watching tv.
doing your own stuffs, enjoying life.

while me? spamming texts and call... just to make sure you are alright..

what a fool...

2011-03-06T01:50:00.002+08:00

I want to have pretty face, body and personality.
Can't be perfect enough.

A person blog can only be interesting if he/she is living an interesting life.
Well, I dont...

PERIOD.

I actually forgotten my style of blogging :(
I have NO idea what I'm typing now. Just sentences of bullshit.

I browse through the pictures last night and saw a weird picture of me.

HAHHAHHAHAHH

WHAT IS WITH THE RED LIPSTICK gurlllllllll~

<3 myself.

Another photo?

IMMA GANGSTER.

swag.

2011-03-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

my goals for this month, march.
Learn how to somersault and do the split!
however, i guess fat people cant do the somersault.
this is upsetting :(

i just cant do it.

GOT TO ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-03-03T23:59:00.003+08:00

Might be taking http://xand-s.blogspot.com down.
This should be a temp place for me to express stuffs.
stuffs that maybe, only I could understand it all.

No point wasting people's time, looking at emo words.

2011-03-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

Cant believe that I broke down at a wrong time, today.

Too sensitive for me to take it all. Uncontrollable.
I'm very very very upset.

The guilt that I can NEVER overcome.

23rd.

2011-02-27T02:18:00.001+08:00

Tolerate.

2011-02-27T01:58:00.002+08:00

Lets hop onto the time machine, together, we travel back into time.
Those time when you describe it as "Lonely" when I spending not enough time with you.
Back to those times, when you always said you missed me so much.
Lets go back to those times, when you liked everything about me.
the times, when you seriously mean it when you said you love me.

Lets NOT continue with this status.
where everything is in such a mess. everything had changed.

things are so different.

Well, I should always remember, 23rd.

Things should have changed in my heart, long time ago.
I'm wasting my love and time, on heartless jerk.

I.....am leaving.
bye.

2011-02-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

the 23rd.
Biggest regret.

2011-02-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

Question marks floating above my head. Questioning my stupidness.

Falling into the same old spot over and over again. Too weak to pick myself up. Hate the tears. Hate to be so depressing. Hate to be in this state.

Hate myself

I have to stop being such a sissy.

2011-02-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

I do not stay alive for you people.

I will not mind if I had to go through the whole shit about losing the ones around me. Too lazy to please you people zz.

When people do not appreciate what I have for them, Why do I still have to give in so much?

I asked myself once again, why do I have to do so much to please such people?

All I need to survive on this earth is, water, oxygen and food.

2011-02-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

Irresponsible.
Stingy.

I thought I was too demanding

What have you become?

So upset.

Want to break free.
not as easy as i think.

you are such a jerk. i should have left.
people will tell me the same thing. I should have left.
i should have left.

will people stop telling me their problems and let me share mine instead?

in fact, im not ok.
ever since oct 2009.

I should stop crying. there are much more stuffs to cry over for.

2011-02-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

ANYONE MISS ME?

ASKDASKDNAKSJDNAJKSNDJAKNSDJKANSDJK.
thats what i have in my brain now.

LIFE IS GREAT, WITH JUST STUDIES AND STUDIES AND MORE STUDYING.
Enjoyable dayS in school~

I seems to have so much to say yet so little time and space.
so...is there anyone still bother about this space? :')

2011-01-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO MY FRIENDSZXCZC.

SECONDARY 5 LIFE WAS GREAT....NOT.

I almost forget my blogger login id & password. hehehehehehe.

2010-11-20T02:51:00.004+08:00

:(((

I always met people who ALWAYS make me feel that I should hug them tighter and treat them better but some of them always disappoint me by doing shit behind my back :(
do I really deserve all this?
I'm not wanting good friends who are willing to stay......

... I just want people to be more realistic towards me.

UNTIL TODAY, PEOPLE WHO I HAVE ONCE TREASURED, STILL STAYED IN MY HEART. No matter what fucking shit you did to me :'(
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More than a week of not updating?
I will do a little update on myself.

I have cut all my split ends away! shorter hair! :)
Have been working at Liang Court now. (used to work at amk)
Had eyelash extension on!
Bad complexion
Met two nice girls, Jiashing and Nicolette, from work!!!!!!
Got one cb auntie/colleague bullied me at work :( make me wanna resign :'(
RANTING BITCH.

UPDATE TMR, SATURDAY!
IF I WASNT CALLED OUT FOR SHOPPING OR WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got so much to update but I felt as if I'm typing my whole life story to a blank space....

that make me sound kinda.......

LOSERISH.

if there is such word......
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EEE, I DONT WANT TO BLOG ALRD. SEE SOME AHLIANZ HAVE ALRD BLOG SOMETHING SIMILAR, MAKE ME FEEL KINDA GROSS OUTTTTT.

2010-11-08T03:25:00.002+08:00

hi. doubt anybody will be reading this.
oh wellz.

Currently updating alot on twitter while working :)
Working has taken up quite a part of my daily life. should I stop working?.......
I don't think I have earn enough money to last for the next two month though. LOL.

I shall do a update on my face before me starting to work like a cow for the next few weeks~

Just take a look at how many days in a row I have to work :( LOOK AT THE HOURS.
Sadgirl.
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OKAY, LETS START THIS.

KPOP Night.

a random day at work.
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has been a lonely girl at work.
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until Jaslin join me :)

seriously dont like to take pix with pretty girlz.
I SERIOUSLY LOOK LIKE A BACKGROUND. lol.

a random day, out with cousinz.

a random morning.

alright. being a sad girl here.
nobody is gonna read this :'(

WHY NOBODY WANT TO READ MY BLOG :( :(

2010-10-25T12:30:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Should I drop blogging? Seeing this blog without updates make me feel guilty :(

I always told myself, during schooling days, that when holidays comes, I will spam myself outings, videos, music and pictures (so I could blog more :P) buttt :( just after my N level, I looked for job and I got one, currently working at amk.

NOW, I HAVE NO TIME FOR ALL LEISURE STUFFS! :(

hahhaa! but has been active in twitter world, I think I mention somewhere that I was once detached from twitter but I got myself back in by getting an Iphone4! Thanks my dad & my mom for this! :)

SOOOO.... WITHOUT BLOGGING AND STILL BUSY WITH WORK, currently enjoying life!

Few days ago, I just went for Kpop night concert! IT WAS AMAZING. Didnt really take any pictures/fancams because I'm busy shouting fanchants and jumping with lightsticks in hand!

*feeling bored with my own post*

MAYBE I SHOULD REALLY DROP BLOGGING :(
SIGH...

FOLLOW ME AT TWITTER.
CONSTANT UPDATES.

2010-10-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hello!

I HAVE FAILED TO UPDATE MY BLOG ONCE AGAIN!! TOMORROW I WILL START WORKING AGAIN!

Follow me on TWITTER! :)
>>>>>>>>

There will be constant updates!!!!

SINCE I HAVE MY IPHONE4 IN HANDS NOW.
MUAHAHAHHAHA BYE

2010-10-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

Gosh, Five days of work. I'm finally back online. Currently need an Iphone/Bb now. IM SOOOOOOOOO DETACHED FROM THE ON9 WORLD OK. ESPECIALLY MY TWITTER LOR :( SO SAD.
I will update tomorrow, let me have a good sleep pls.

2010-10-13T23:38:00.001+08:00

Hi~

I got hired by the company that I went interview for. THE JOB WAS AMAZINGGGGGZ. Still talk more about it when things is more stable~ :)

BYE.

BABIES.

2010-10-12T17:58:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY :)
I'm back to clear photos! :)
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THIS PICTURE MAKE YOU GO AWWWWWWWW!

Hahahha! Fyi, she is scratching her head while she is doing this. HAHHA, SO CUTE!!
CANT FIGURE WHAT IS DIFFERENT ABOUT THIS PICTURE?
Put your both hands on top of your head now.

I KNOW YOU JUST DID.

Did you noticed that the maximum length you can stretch your both arms?
The maximum distance Isabelle can stretch out her both arms is up till her top of her head!

Don't get it?

Blame my engrish.

The naughty girl is growing taller and FATTER.

This girl very NOSY! She want to touch everything that is possible for her to reach.
Gosh.....
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TELL ME IF THIS BOY IS CUTE OR WHAT!!
MAJOR HUGS!!! Although he doesn't seems to like me :(

MAJOR LOVE AND HUGS TO HIS MOM, VALERIE <3 href="http://s833.photobucket.com/albums/zz254/xachrystel/?action=view&current=DSC07056.jpg" target="_blank">
"Concave" days.

In a mess.

My fringe is getting longer, so I attempt to cut my fringe myself.
My mom encouraged me to do this because she dont want to spend cash on stupid fringe.
SHE IS WILLING TO RISK MY HAIR THAN TO PAY 15DOLLAR
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HAHHAHA, END RESULTS.

I grabbed the sides of my fringe which is at least 20 cm long and cut it as short as my fringe now. I can't believe why did I do that for but I'm someone who risk stuffs and regret later on~
Well, I guess it was ok. I think.

At least it will be better than me not cutting my hair and left it as messing as it could.

Hmmmm....

SOEMTHING LIKE THIS WILL HAPPEN!!!!!!
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Isabelle cut her hair too! HER HAIR IS AS THICK AS OUR "MA" FAMILY GIRLS.
Gosh... SHE SO CUTE RIGHTTTZ.
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hehhehe,

anw I went through a mentally and physically torture yesterday, while working as a flyer distributor. I SWEAR, IT WILL BE THE LAST JOB I EVER WANT TO DO AGAIN :(

Mentally torture? ITS BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNEW WHEN A DOG WILL START BARKING AT YOU, WHEN YOU ATTEMPT TO PUT A FLYER OUTSIDE THEIR DOOR!!!!!!

Gosh, I hate dogs...... PERIOD.

As for physically torture, you should know, carrying more than 8kg of flyers, more than 1000 flyers, taking lift up to the highest floor and slowly walked down even floor, folding flyers and tried to put those flyers in place.

Gosh, it was SOOOO tiring..

The pay rate? $15 per 1000 flyers.

People are telling me that is not worth at all but my dad just want to throw me into working industries so I could get more experience.

but i nearly died yesterday....

JOKES! IM STILL IN SINGAPORE (inside joke OF previous post)!!!!

WITH LIMBS ALL ATTACHED!

Thanks to all who send me msg to give me moral support on the first day of my "work"! MAJOR LOVE TO ALL!!!! :)
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Lastly, I went for interview for another job today.
Thanks Pierina for accompany me all the way down to AMK.
We nearly get lost over the area, we have take out Iphone4 and follow the map.

HAHAHAHHA, GOSH.

I love Pierina for doing SOOOOO MUCH! :)
MAJOR HUGS and KISSES.

the boss said he will contact me again if I will be the one who will be taking this job. (there is another guy who also interview for the job but his phone keep on ringing with "Gee" ringtone while the boss is interviewing him o.o)

HAHHAHHA GOSH, I MIGHT NOT GET EMPLOYED!!!!!
I MIGHT HAVE TO ATTEMPT TO WORK FOR FLYERS AGAIN.

bye.

2010-10-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hello, I'm back with another post. Starting off with a picture of Regina and I.
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Gosh, I'm so touched by her words that she left on my msn conversation but I was afk at that time. When I was back infront of the computer, she was offline. This happened quite alot of times, which sucks big time.

She is telling me stuffs like I should takecare as she is not gonna be around my side. GOSH. Hug her foreverz. Really felt so useless when I'm not with her on her birthday :(

Thank you, you know you done alot stuffs just for me, more than you are expected to. Gosh.. I'm not saying all this stuffs just because of that few sentences you said. IT WAS MORE THAN THAT!!! I planned to post your picture, anw :P

Hmm, this is getting mushy, I WANT TO SEE YOU SOON,

SUCKER :P

Love you~
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Big thanks to my cousin, Cheryl.
Who passed me Jay Park posters. Hehe,

Actually I have two sets of those posters already but dont want to ruin the posters by putting it up on the wall but when she gave another set of posters to me, resulted in me having 3 sets.

So I decided to put it up~ 24/7 can look at Jay's face~ HHAHAHHAHA
However there is something wrong with my wall(?), the posters keep on dropping off the wall, AT DIFFERENT TIME, so I have to keep on putting it back. Sigh.
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Anw, I'm going to "work" as flyer distributor. HHAHAHHA, I SERIOUSLY HAVE NO IDEA WHY AM I DOING THIS but shall use this chance to excerise :P HHAHAHH,
Hope I wont kena captured by some uncles and sell to thailand without limbs.

HOPE I WONT DIE HALFWAY.

2010-10-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

ITS 1AM IN THE MORNING NOW.

Did this picture freak you out?

Dorene said that this picture make her heart jumped a litte :P
HAHAHHAHA, I GOT MORE TO POST :P

I'm so upset.... money is running out.
No money= Holiday is boring.
I want to go out and work yet I have no ability to talk well.
SIGH, I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

Can you click the advertisement below this for me? :)

2010-10-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

I just finished my 'N's yesterday. Seeing my classmates tearing the entry proof... HAHHA. The moment was awesome!! Currently, I'm trying to catch those stuffs that I have missed during the days when I'm "studying" real hard...

Well, one of the stuffs will be blogging. gosh, not any is blogging now. Many update their daily stuffs on Facebook, one of the web which I'm not really active in, and Twitter. I'm active on Twitter! You guys should follow me on twitter.......

Sigh, I have no friends....

*my "shift" key is acting like a bitch*

Hmm, I have pictures to clear from my folders. HAHHAH. I have no idea why I choose blogging to "clear" my pictures. I guess people used Facebook instead.....

Sigh, I have no friends....

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Few weeks ago, it was the moon festival (?), Lw bring me to some park together with his friends.

He tried to light up these thingy for me, but the whole thing last for less than a min. Well, it was pretty :) Thanks alot.

Hmm, IF you followed my twitter, I just answered some qns on formspring and I show it on twitter. Someone asked how long I have been with my boyf (similar qns, lol), I said we have broke up. The break up has last for a week.

I'm NOT treating this love easily, things are getting complicated here.. thats all.....
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I WANT TO SHARE THE NICESET SPAGHETTI I HAVE EVER ATE.

The food was awesome! :) It was from Johor, though. WILL ANYBODY ACCOMPANY ME TO GO OVER JOHOR AND SHOP AT THEIR SHOPPING MALLS?
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HAHHAHA I THINK IM JUST SHOWING RANDOM PICTURES OF MY LIFE!

I saw this, on the way home. YOU CANT DENY THAT IT WAS AMAZING RIGHT? :)

Sigh, seriously dk why am I doing this....

HAHAHHA IM SO DISCOURAGED BY MY POST.
HAHHAHHA IT WILL BE BETTER NEXT POST. BYE

Since you have reached this point, why dont you help me by clicking the ads below this post? :) GOSH, I WILL BE MOTIVATED TO UPDATE MORE. I STILL HAVE PICTURES TO GO.

2010-10-09T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hello,
'N' Level was ovvar!!
Never expect myself to reach this stage man :)

I will be back for daily blogging SOON(I think)
HAHHAA, WHOEVER IS GONNA READ THIS, HOPE YOU DONT GET BORED.
I WILL BE BACK LIKE... LATER.

2010-09-29T02:36:00.004+08:00

Hello. I'm back with another update :)

This update will be about Jay's Fan Meet on 25th :)

The Fan Meet was located at WaveHouse, Sentosa. I traveled all alone :(
Met up with Peck Yeng and her friends, Hwee Ying, Apple and Nina :)

The weather was great when I reached there.

Expected. There was a long queue with hundreds of fangirls, outside WaveHouse.

When we started queuing, the sky start raining :(

Lucky, Hwee Ying has umbrella and Peck Yeng has her friend to get mats for us :)

While queuing/waiting, I went to collect the goodie bag from 2ONEDAY (Fanclub of 2PM/2AM/Jay)

This goodie bag contain many good stuffs! :)

HEHE, The lightstick that state "I'm Jay Park's Bestie". The "bestie" part come from the song "Bestie" produced by Jay and his friend, Cha cha :)

"I'm a Jaywalker"
Jaywalker, a name for Jay Park's fans :)
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Two hour before the show start, the staffs came out to do the check of tickets and ID.

These stamps indicate that I'm UNDER 18 (this sucks), I can't request any alcohol inside the Wavehouse's bar and another stamp indicate that I bought the $99(early bird price)/$120 ticket. Thats all.

Another stamp on the ticket.
Before the staff stamp on my ticket, I make sure that she stamp it nicely. HAHA
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Once we enter the WaveHouse, everyone was squeezing. Before the show started, I'm sweating like mad already :(

The big screen.

Hmmm, I'm not going to post much photo of Jay because I'm lazy to credit it all and basically, photos are for my eyes anw :P

ONE BLUR PICTURE OF JAY FOR YOU.
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After the show ended, Jay's message to all Jwalkerz are shown on the screen :)
He ended the message with a Signature AND A HEARTTTTTZ.

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The girls. Nina was helping us to take the photo though.
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I bought badges before I left the area.

I like it a lot!!!! <3 href="http://s833.photobucket.com/albums/zz254/xachrystel/?action=view&current=IMG_7100.jpg" target="_blank">
BYE!

OH.

My shoe turn out like this EVEN BEFORE THE SHOW START.
Haha, but it made it through the whole show anw. HAHA

AFTER TWO DAYS OF TRAVELING, RUNNING HERE AND THERE.

I GET THIS :(

well, everything was worth it!!!!

OFFICIALLY BYE!
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hahha, dont think anybody is viewing this blog anw :P
HHAHAHHAHA GOODNIGHTZ.

P/S: I'm not going to check my blog post all over again. WHATEVERZ TO SPELLING/GRAMMAR ERRORS.

2010-09-29T00:51:00.004+08:00

For the past few months, I expected too much from others. Hence, I received quite a number of disappointments. To think again, I feel so dumb. I demand too much yet I'm not doing anything. I'm sorry to all of yall. This also explain about the new bio beside this post.

Hello! I'm back! :)

What should I start on first? Jay's Fan meet and Meet&Greet? Random days before 24th? Hmmz. Currently have many pictures on hand.

WAIT, maybe I should not update anything at all. Few more N levels paper to go, yet I have not started opening my books. HAHHAHA WISH ME LUCK :P

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(DISCLAIMER: I WONT POST ANY CLEAR PICTURES OF JAY BECAUSE IT WILL BE ONLY FOR MY EYES. Another words, I'm lazy to credit my captures)

I shall start on Jay's Meet&Greet on 24th.
I went for Jay's Meet&Greet at A|X Armani Exchange, located at Marina Bay Sands, last friday. Meet&Greet at A|X consisted of autograph and photo opportunity with Jay! :)

On the way there, I'm lost because of the road blocks for F1 :( So sad but clever people like me, still found her way to the right path!!!!!!!!!!

Quite a number of fan girls have been queuing outside A|X

The area was awesome. This is the direction that Jay is coming from. I took a video of his arrival. Look at his nervous face!

Didn't really take other pictures because I'm basically VERY nervous for my turn to stand beside Jay with (maybe) 1cm or LESSER IN DISTANCE (hehehe), and take the photo and all. So, I was waiting for my turn and thinking of what to say.

Hmmmm, if you asked, so what did you said?
I'm kinda embarrassed to type it all out man.
Long story, cut short.

WE TOOK A PHOTO TOGETHER AND WE HUGGED.

It's true. We did hugged. Don't doubt my ability :P
I felt his well-built body... gawdddd......

Hmmm, what was really disappointing was A|X management. They didnt prepare enough autographed posters, thus by my turn, I didnt get my autograph posters. Kinda upset. Well, I want more than a hug, you know.

Well, someone from their management contacted me, and they said that they will be mailing me the autograph to my house. HMM, I GUESS AFTER ALL, THEIR MANAGEMENT IS PRETTY GOOD! (Well, I have not receive it yet, though)
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I'M GONNA CONTINUE THE NEXT POST WITH UPDATES ABOUT THE FAN MEET :)
BECAUSE, I JUST REALIZED THAT, THE POST WILL TAKE ALOT OF WORK. bye!
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OH, LAST THING.
Do you know what is the JAY EFFECT? :)
Take a look at this :P

The escalator broke down because of Jay.
HAHHAHHAHA JOKES. I guess it is because of the fans all rushing up the escalator, resulting the whole escalator to broke down. HAHAHA!! Jay's face was epic though. HAHHA.

2010-09-19T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello! Last update before I start studying and all.
I guess I will be updating the next weekends. No promise.
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Yesterday, I went out with my cousins. Blah went to Cathay for IPL while I waited for her with my other cousin and his gf. Haha,

We had Aston's for lunch. The whole meal was very cheap and very worthy. All of us like "urghh" after a few mouths, SO FULL.

I think they are very cute together. HAHA. Especially when Yuen had something stuck onto his braces, his gf will help him to dig out, like when everyone was looking at all. HAHA.

One simple meal like this, can make you really full for the rest of the evening.

Yuen ordered a "Double Up" with means two different chicken at a cheaper price. In the end, he regretted ordering this amount of food.
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We took walked back to Far East Plaza and walked around to shop
Blah start to complain hungry because she left like 1/2 of the Astons' meal unattended!!!
We then stop at Graffiti Cafe for food.

Heard from the rest that the wonton noodle is quite popular.
I guess what is more special about the cafe is people writting stuffs on the wall.
HAHA, On the wall, I noticed alot "JAY" "Jaebeom" "JAY BUM"

"Please come back"
HAHA

"We want Jaebum back"

"3PM BETTER LESS WAR"
"PINK LEADJA"

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Few days ago, I went out with Regina Teo.
HAHHAHHA SORRY FOR THE SURNAME BUT I LIKE.

We had Yami Yogurt together. Loving times :P

I guess everything was last minute. Causing me having crappy faces.
The area we seated on, had sun light shining on my face, making me look white.
HAHAHAHHAA.

Lw keep complaining that I took SOOO long to update.
Alright, stop here because I very lazy to type anymoreee.
I shall still updating next weekend.

BYEZ

2010-09-17T22:09:00.007+08:00

Hello.

Early in the morning, I read my horoscope for today(17/9). I was told that there might be some tension going on between ME and the people around me. So to prevent unhappy stuffs to happen, I have to try not to create more tension or to argue with anybody especially family members.

Well, somehow I guess is quite true. HAHA.

Some people have to clear those misunderstanding by ASKING first before accusing anything. Whatever it is, I'm not really affected as I have read the horoscope before hand.

CONCLUSION: HOROSCOPE IS GOOD.

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I shall present to you.

LEWEI'S IRRITATING FACE!!

WELL, YOU DESERVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For SO MANY stuffs that I don't want to mention!!

I SPLIT THE "HEART SHAPE" ON OUR RING! YOU SUCK.
(Whatever it is, I have lost my ring. hahhahhahhahahhaa. 40 bucks gone!)

Noticed my mole just below the ring? :)

CUTE OR WHAT! TELL ME. HAHHAHHHA.
Isabelle~ We had the same mole at ALMOST the same position! :)
Ahhhhh, miss you soooooo much.

:( I MISS PIERINA TOO! Everytime when Pierina left Singapore for Ipoh, THIS MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL AND LONELY :( Thanks so much for leaving your goody camera at home! :) PREPARE ME FOR JAY EVENTS! So nice of you~ xoxoxoxo.
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Lastly.....

LOOK AT MY HAIR SHINES!
I think I totally impressed myself for tieing this hairstyle, all by myself.
I'M EASILY IMPRESSED OK.

Well, I guess after dyeing my hair black, my hair look so PLASTIC ._.
(YES, IM WATCHING SOUTH PARK!)

OK BORED. K BYE
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Having a friend that provide much understanding.
I guess if I'm at her position, I would have say such words AT ALL.
Awwwwww! xoxoxoxo gina.

2010-09-16T17:48:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I know that my blog is seriously lack of updates. Whaetver it is, you guys HAVE to understand me ok? I'm going to take my REST of N level papers in another 15 more days (not exact).
Planning to have a books/notes battle after this post. HAHA

Few days ago, I said that I want to get down to Marina Bay Sands' Armani Exchange outlet to spend at least 100 bucks. At first, I asked Lw to accompany me and all, but for two CONTINUOUS days, he is giving me LAST MINUTE notice of having remedial/mock exams. (FUCK YOU BOY) I HATE LAST MINUTE NOTICES.

My mom and Pierina suggested to accompany me instead. However, my dad is not in Singapore, thus we HAVE to travel by public transport thus the duration of traveling will take hours.

After the LONG hour of traveling, we reached Marina Bay Sands. The view was very interesting. Everything there was so HIGH CRASS :)

Everything in Armani Exchange was not very cheap :(

However, I picked a polo tee!

THE MATERIAL WAS REALLY NICE AND COMFORTABLE TO WEAR! :)

I bought this polo tee at ........
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$130.

yes, just a polo tee.

If you ask me why?! Why I want to get a polo tee at $130?!

IT. IS. BECAUSE.

OF THIS :)

"EXCLUSIVE AUTOGRAPH AND PHOTO OPPORTUNITY WITH JAY PARK."
HAHAHHA, I BET SOMEONE CALLED ME CRAZY!!!!!

You guys wont understand. You wont understand.

(STILL having heartache on spending $130 on the polo tee......)

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That night, Dad return home with presents from oversea! Nice!

He passed me this brown coloured bag with "GIORGIO ARMANI" logo printed on it. It was another outlet from "Armani" company, just like Armani Exchange. Haha! TOTALLY REMINDED ME OF THE $130 POLO TEE FROM ARMANI EXCHANGE :(

I liked this quite alot but I guess someone like this at another level zzz.
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Other than the bag,

Dad bought pouches too :)

What was really funny is....

THIS. IT CONTAIN TWO SMALLER ONES. HAHA.
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I'M SO TIRED AFTER BLOGGING...
AHHHHHHH, I WANT TO SLEEP.

I SERIOUSLY don't like it when there is someone WHO PURPOSELY want to be another me. Some people are just taking things for granted zz Please cherish what you have now, and not request for more.

WHATEVER IT IS, JEALOUSY BITCH. STOP BEING ANOTHER ME.
-l-

2010-09-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

Hi.

School reopening soon. It means that I have to return back to studying mood before its too late :) I'm gonna dump my blog somewhere AGAIN. Whatever it is, this blog is BORING zz.
Wonder who is still reading? LOL.
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Few days ago, I'm having my N Level papers. Those days were great. Having lw fetching me to school and sending me home is good! HAHA, Just made him sound like a maid.

We have lunch together and all. Ahhhh, those days....

Eating Ice cream under the hot sun. Ahhh, good days....

Well......

HE IS SUCH AN ASSHOLE NOW~
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BELOW IS ABOUT KPOP. LEAVE IF YOU ARE AN ANTI KPOP.

Last saturday, Esther and I went to "queue" for the Kpop night tickets(but we went home after that because of the official Q), although the tickets will be selling on Sunday. If you have heard about it, the whole thing is crazy. People fainting and all?

Some other people are calling those people who queue, A FOOL. But seriously, once you get this ticket, who is at the losing end? ._.

For all those fan girls/boys that love Korean Pop, queue overnight or whatsoever, is totally worth it. It means you can get to see FT Island (LEE HONGKI!!), SHINee (KEY, MINHO, TAEMINIE!) and BIG BANG!!!!! Ok enough. Although they all are not my SUPER biased, I'm still kinda excited :)

Thanks to cousins for helping me to get the tickets despite staying overnight and all :)
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AS FOR MY SUPER BIASED.......

*FAN GIRL SCREAM!!*

I'm so excited for Jay's Fan meet okokok! LESS THAN 2 WEEKS TIME! Although no one is probably going with me, BUT everything will be worth it manzzxzx. Seeing Jay's abs and all :x

HAHAHHA OMGOSH.

2010-09-09T22:07:00.004+08:00

Hi~ I'm gonna update on the date with him~
Went out with him few days/last week? Not very sure but sure is fun!

Sorry about the weird hand~
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We argue quite alot before we decided on what time and where to go.
HAHA, We went to search for movies showtimes and sakae sushi websites!

*Pictures is taken with Lw's phone camera = blur pictures~*

It was actually more plates than that but the waitress took our plates away because we are having sushi buffet. HA, Lw and I was competing with each other with the numbers of plates we had/numbers of sushi we ate. This was crazy. Lw ate almost 10 plates, this is soooosick.

IM SO HUNGRY NOW! I don't know about the rest but I think this is the best sushi. HAHA. I think whenever I had sushi buffet, I'm seriously wasting money :( I cant eat alot, plus I don't eat stuffs, like salmon, anything that is raw. HAHA.

Other than taking sushi from the belt. We order food from the computer beside us.

I guess there is an error at the ordering list, I guess it restarted the whole list when I just ordered 2 chawamushi. I thought I have not order it yet so I order again. Haha this chawamushi, easier to be called as STEAM EGG, came at 4 sets while we are already SO full.

It is really funny when lw and I tried to finish it while it was still steaming hot because we wanted to be on time for a movie. HAHA.
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Lw and I watched two movies that day. Watched one before having sushi and watched another one after sushi. I guess part of the reason why is because we watched at CCK which is really near our houses.

Haha, we almost get the same seats for both movies!

Both of us didn't get to watch movie for a period of time.
We choose Grown Ups because of the showtime. Grown Ups show a lot boobies. I don't get it why it was not rated NC16. LOL, through the movie, I covered Lw's eyes,at times, to prevent him to get turn on by the boobies....

JOKING!

but the covering of eyes is real.

We watched Inception, that is the movie that I really wanted to watch! It was about living in a dream or maybe people can be in your dreams and know your secrets and all. It was really interesting! They even had a mission of entering someone dreams and in that dreams, they enter another dream. Means living in a dream and in a dream.

Ok, fuck that. I don't know how to explain BUT IT WAS REALLY NICE.

Every thing in Inception sound really real. Maybe..... this was Inception.

HAHHAH JOKES. GO AND BUY THE DVD OR WATCH IT ILLEGAL! :P

THIS POST IS GETTING TOO WORDY. SO MUCH TO SAY.
BUT HA, WORDY POST, I DONT LIKE.
BYE.
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Apologizes to people who I pass-by and smiled at me, BUT I didnt smile back :( I had REALLY slow reactions, but the time I wanted to smile, you girls have already walked away. Sigh. This make me look like I'm so anti social, but I guess even I dont smile, I dont look fierce RIGHT?

Whatever it is, I SMILED WHEN YOU GIRLS WALKED AWAY/DIDNT LOOK. :(

I DID THIS TO 3 GIRLS THIS WEEK! FFFFFF.
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I guess my tagboard is having weird tags :( this made me so sad.

2010-09-08T13:22:00.003+08:00

Hello! I just finish my N level's Eng Language paper.
So I'm back to updating my blog. Currently have alot random pictures on hand. TOO RANDOM, I don't know what can I blog about. Urgh. LIFE SO UNFAIR.

I SOOOOO glad that Social Studies paper is oooooover. I can stop worrying about not having enough time to study but I guess now I have to worry about my geography paper. HAHA. I can't study for a straight 60 minutes. I will get distracted SUPER EASILY, attention span also quite short. Sigh. LIFE SO UNFAIR.

This is the area of me studying AND where I play my computer. Dont worry, the area isnt the same anymore. BECAUSE, IT GET EVEN MESSIER WITH ALL THE SOCIAL STUDIES NOTES THREW AT THE SIDES. HAHA.
I'm so lazy, LIFE SO UNFAIR.
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I guess my previous post, I talked about my feet getting hit by the "stick" of the vacuum cleaner.
That night, while I was studying , I saw there are bruises on my leg (attention span too short, so start noticing other stuffs :P)

It only hurts when I touched it. LIFE SO UNFAIR.

This is the bruise. I don't know issit very noticeable so I edited the whole picture.

It just look as if my leg is rotting. The bruise is more noticeable and look BIGGER.

What I notice even more is how dry is my skin @ my leg zz WHY LIFE SO UNFAIR.
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Anyway,

SHE. SO. CUTE!!!!!!
WHY LIFE SO UNFAIR, WHY CANT I GET A DAUGHTER LIKE HER.
WHY LIFE SO UNFAIR!
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If you have realised that I post nothing about the outings I had with Lw because...

HE IS A SELFISH BASTARD, PERIOD.

'nuff said.

I WILL BE UPDATING TOMORROW SINCE IM GONNA ENJOY MY "HOLIDAY"!!!
I got to sleep soon, I just get two hours of sleep last night.
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2010-09-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

I wanted to update since my social studies paper just ended.
BUT, the websites are giving me shits.

Hope by tomorrow things will be okokokok.

2010-09-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hi.

N Levels officially starts tomorrow :) I will be studying hard for the next few days before having a month long "break" till another part of N levels :)
I guess I will not be updating much until this friday...

Good luck to all candidates who are going for Ns ! GOOD LUCK TO ME TOOOO.

Anw you guys are making me upset with the views. HATE YOU ALL.

PROMISE TO UPDATE ON THE MOVIE/SUSHI DATE
AND RANDOM PICS OF ME STUDYING/EATING SHIT.

SOON SOON SOON...

2010-09-01T17:23:00.005+08:00

Hi,
If you haven saw the previous post, that I updated few hours ago, that also have been deleted from this blog, I said that I actually wanted to post about yesterday. Pics are taken with lw's handphone, NO CAMERA WITH ME :(

AND HE REFUSED TO SEND ME THOSE PICS BY TODAY.
So, too bad.
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To talk about it now, those pictures are not clear ones ._. might not make up a good post anw. OH WELL, IS OUR FACES IN THE PICTURES THAT MAKE IT GOOD. Ok crap.
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I shall save the post for another day...
Recently, have nothing to update because I don't wish to update the same thing like the other bloggers did. Like, talking about similar thing. The common readers are reading our blogs are reading same thing, twice? Which is BORING FOR THEM AND ME.

Hmmm, my life isnt that interesting anw..
..

Today, I ate Mcdonald for lunch, feeling guilty for eating food that contribute more fats to my fatty body, I helped in doing housework, vacuuming the house, so I could just sweat a little..

(not the exact same vacuum cleaner as mine but just an example..)
Somehow, the handle of the vacuum cleaner is spoiled and the whole metal stick... circled in red had a free fall and dropped on my feet... TWICE.

motherfucker.

NOT WORTH GETTING BRUISES JUST FOR A MCDONALD MEAL ._.
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And, I will just stop posting stuffs about N level because this is getting irritating. I'm having my MT papers, English papers and Social Studies paper like in another few days. FML BADLY.
This thought always float in my mind every MORNING. I suck.
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OH WELL, TODAY IS 1ST OF SEPT. IT MEANS......

25 SEPT IS REACHING SOON!!!! IT MEANS....

JAY!!!!!!
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Oh yeah, yesterday, my itouch was dead for 12 hours. Just because I had connections problems, I tried to restore my ipod touch, using the setting in the itouch.. SOMEHOW, IT HANG FOR 12 HOURS... until I found ways to made it alive again...

WHEN IT WAS ALIVE AGAIN.....

I STILL HAVE CONNECTIONS PROBLEMS....

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

2010-08-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so upset....
I'm so upset....

mixed feelings.........

:'(

2010-08-28T19:17:00.002+08:00

yayyyyyyness to Jay's first FAN MEET @ Korea :)
I CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME SINGAPORE WITH AOM BOYS.
JAYYYYY.

nuff said. bye

2010-08-27T16:29:00.006+08:00

HI. Currently updating a boring blog.
Finally a day to relax myself after prelim is resumed. Studying suck.

Prelims and N level is really near each other. Seriously have no idea which subjects to study first. When I told mom about it, she said whatever my results are, as long as I worked hard for myself. I asked if she will be disappointed, she said she have no expectations for her children.

After hearing what she said, I have concluded that my mom is da best :)
She always appear that she doesnt care about my sisters and I, but in her mind/heart, she always take note of little things that we have said. Hehe.
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Previous post, I said I tried to get away from my computer so I can stop myself from getting distracted.
But, I guess... this girl ALWAYS distract me with her cutenessssssss.

Nowadays, the weather in singapore are like shit. Placed my headband on her head~
Hehe.
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ISABELLE IS SUPER NAUGHTYYYYYYYYYY.
when she know I'm taking pictures of her...

she closed her eyes...
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Hehe Pierina always say that I BULLY ISABELLE. Me? Bully? NO!

Placing a diaper cloth on her head. SHE IS SO CUTE WITH IT. LOOKS LIKE LITTLE NUN!!
Wait, THATS NOT BULLYING. (although her face tells it all zz)

Hmm,

Attempt to kick her head?
HAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAHAHAHHA
hahahhah

I SWEAR IS CANDID. HAHHAHAHHAHA.

Luvluv isabelle sam.
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Random days/pictures.

Went to Jack's Place, with mom, that day. Seriously loving her. As in, not love her because of the cash she is willing to spend or the price of the food she is providing, I love her because the way she treat her children and how she love them all :)

She even put up a poem(?) on one of the walls, is about mom loving their children. Can you imagine she put that up to remind herself that she have to love them all equally? Haha Not sure what is the real motive of putting it up but I guess it will be something similar :P
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ANW TODAY, I FEEL THAT IM A TOTALLY RANTING BITCH :P
Few days ago, I told lw that I want to eat cakes, he said he will get me some. (Well, I can't actually order him around right? Just sound like a bitch) So yesterday, after his prelim papers, he went to greenridge and look for cakes then realised that greenridge doesnt sell small pieces & doesnt sell the type I wil want to eat.

So yesterday, he get me potato chips instead. I SCOLD HIM AND SLAM THE DOOR AT HIS FACE (emphasizing!) and went back to sleep (yes, just woke up so temper = shit)

Today, after his prelim papers, he straight away went to Fajar to look for cakes for me. This time, UNDER THE RAIN :'(

Although, not the best cakes I could ever consume. BUT THE EFFORT AND ALL. LOVE LOVE! :) The first thing that go into my mind when he bring the cakes to my place is "Waaaaaa...." then *BLANK*.

HEHE, AHHHH LOVE YOU BOY BOY.

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Weather so warm. I want die.

2010-08-25T08:31:00.001+08:00

Hi

Have not been attending school for the past two days. I will be using today for self-studying. Life can't even tougher. I kept my lappy, with the wires plucked out. Lol I hope this helped in preventing me from using too much of com. (I'm using my itouch to blog now) Haha.

I keep myself in the room, studied a little FN awhile ago and I will continue to study later on :(

Just hope whatever ways i tried, to helped myself in studying, will work :(

Ok, maybe I should stop blogging Now!
I have so much to say but so little time left........
Back to sleep firstz

2010-08-21T17:23:00.005+08:00

Hi~ Few days ago, the cable for my Itouch seems like its gonna tear apart. So I thought a little tape will help.

Ohwell, It is still working fine until today...
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So, yesterday my hair band or smth broke into half....

:(
So I thought, a little tape will help too.

(DONT CALL ME STUPID OR FOOL!)

But ohwell, it didnt turned out like the cable though...
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I GUESS I'M KNOWN AS A CHEAPSKATE TO YALL FOR TRYING TO TAPE THINGS UP THEN TO GET NEW REPLACEMENTS. :(

Last goodbye before to the bin...
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YES YES YES. I'M THAT BORED AT HOME :(
Having serious headaches now, I'm...dying.
DONT MENTION ABOUT MY HOMEWORKS :(

OH WELL.. HOPE EVERYTHING ON EARTH TURNS OUT WELL LATER.

:) BYE WITH NEW HEADBAND~~~
(The picture abv is not edited, maybe if you enlarge the picture and try to spot my acne...)

ARE YOU THAT SADIST TO SPOT IT ALL?!?!!?!?!??!
BYE.

2010-08-20T21:50:00.005+08:00

Is there ANYTHING to do online? :(
I want to take a break from studying but realise that I have nothing much to do other than studying. SUPER BORED LIFE = NO MUCH UPDATE FOR BLOG.
I think If I put up an app on my blog, which will be recording me for maybe 30 seconds , doing random stuffs infront of my com, I think my face will be always -_-

I NEED SERIOUS HELP IN MY CHEMISTRY. DYING.

OK EVEN BLOGGING IS BORED FOR ME OK

BACK TO -_-

STRESSING FOR N LVL, ACNE OUTBREAK. Shall show yall.

HAHAHHA MY FUTURE-TO-BE WAVY HAIR. HAHHA
-_- face + My three moles+ triangle nose and forehead filled with acne :(
ok back to -_-

Sorry, I dont like it when people copy the way I blog. This is the one of the reason, I want to private my blog, so irritating.

2010-08-17T19:52:00.003+08:00

HI everybody.
I'm such a lazy girl. For now, I'm willing to be locked up in my house for 10 years. For now, for now. I'M SO LAZY TO DO ANYTHING WHICH IS SOMETHING REALLY BAD FOR ME WHEN 19 DAYS MORE TO N LVL. Ok kill myself zzz

I have problems walking now. Super uncomfortable :(
Ok I will be back soon~ this week will be occupied with mass studying (which I dont think I would make it though)

For the sake of showing how uncomfortable I am, I show you this.

HHAHHAHHA, THIS IS TOTALLY CANDID. My face is like "zzz i took the picture alr not"

OK SEE YA SOON!
CLICK MY ADS.

2010-08-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

HELLO! I'm happy girl today!
There is a pause of 1 week for my prelims + It's weekend! Finally can rest without the thought of studying for subjects! :) Adults always said that being a student is much more easier and all but being a student can be equally stress lor :(

Isabelle is a big girl now. Spamming kisses on her cheeks! :)

Little things that make her laugh!!! :)

You know, babies love to munch on their fist? Haha!
Pierina always keep her from eating it, so whenever I saw her doing it, I will pull her fist away. So awhile ago, I saw her eating it, I pull it away and she was putting her fist back into her mouth.

So.... I..

PUT HER BOTH FIST BEHIND HER BACK! HAHHAHA. SUPER CUTE!
She don't know where her fist go and dont know that she is placing it behind her back.
HAHAHHAHHA!

She was thinking and struggling HAHAHHAHA SUPER FUNNY!!
Lianna was telling me not to bully her by doing this to her :( IM NOT A BULLY!!!!!!
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I'm hating my fringe.

IT HAS THE MIND OF ITS OWN!!!! :( It just cant stay in the correct position. Sigh.
THATS A REASON WHY I FEEL SO UGLY NOW. omg, I just sound like some emo girl that always rant abt their hair :(

I...GOT..TO..STOP..THIS.. :(
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Oh yeah, I went to Facebook and saw some of my 'friends' display picture. Their fringe/hair is covering half of their faces. What is with all this? Issit the new trend? o.o?
I GOT TO CATCH UP!

SORRY ABT THE PEKCHEK FACE. HAHHAHAHHA.

Ok, I shall stop imitate people!!!!

CLICK MY ADS FOR ME? I PROMISE TO POST SOMETHING GOOD NEXT TIME.
I TOTALLY SOUND LIKE A BITCH IN THIS POST. OK HATE MYSELF.

Whoever didnt click on my ads, shall turn into haters from now on.
NIGHTS ALL.

2010-08-11T16:56:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody! :)

Recently, got my hair dyed and fringe trimmed. Seriously regret about it because it made me look as some china girl :( Ohwell, suck it up. I wont be a whining bitch like her. LOL.

Few days ago, some stuffs cropped up and unhappy stuffs happened. Not sure whether if Lw and I was still together but whatever it is, my decision will always benefit him :')

OK SUCK IT UP.
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I had my maths paper2 today. I should be studying for it last night but time was wasted quarrelling about nonsense. Only get to revise a little this morning which somehow still helped me in this paper :) *Thanks*

But after the decision of the questions with classmates, realised that I made so many careless mistakes. Urgh, BLAME MYSELF FOR ALL THIS :(

OK THIS IS GETTING BORING. BYE
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I'M HAVING MY PHYSICS PAPER TMR, I HAVE THE URGE TO MEMORISE ALL THE DEFINITION BUT MY BODY JUST WONT MOVE :(

Just checked my Nuffnang account, the readers of this blog ALWAYS surprised me wtih the range of views. HAHA

TO THOSE WHO DIDNT CLICK MY ADS FOR ME,

I HATE YOU.

2010-08-08T15:05:00.004+08:00

Hi! I had a long weekend this week. So, It means more time for me to study for my prelims.
You know, I'm getting really lazy this two days. All I know is to sleep, eat and play.

Decided to bring Xav out later before I start studying on Monday and Tuesday. Xavier is such a darling, hehe. He ensured that he will do his homework before he can go out with me. HAHA.

EVEN A KID IS MORE HARDWORKING THAN ME. IM REALLY GETTING LAZY! SAVE ME PLEASE! :(

Life only sucked when I'm not happy with the things happening around me.
Life is supposed to filled with disappointments right? I dont know :(
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Hehe, I want to have wavy hair and defined jawlines. Maybe I should go for soft perms, liposuction and plastic surgery for jawlines. HAHHAHA JOKES.

I JUST realised that I won a pair of tickets from nuffnang, to go for some show but the show is on 3rd august. Guess what date is today? :(

2010-08-06T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody!~ What a tiring day.

Nope. Isabelle is not the main reason why today is a tiring day.
ISABELLE IS A PRETTY GIRL TODAY, WEARING DEMIN DRESS! :)

Meeting up with Regina for KOI bubble tea made up a tiring day!
We specially went to TPY for KOI Bubble Tea!

I eventually still helped to take in "preorders" for KOI Bubble Tea. I guess these 8 cups of KOI bubble tea, weight more than 5 kg. :( Carrying it from TPY to BP, more than 50 minutes of transport :(

REGINA WITH THE 8 CUPS OF KOI BUBBLE TEA.
Nope, I'm not bullying her. She only carried two cups while I carried the other 6. She even give a twist that means "two" in the picture.

Haha. What a day filled with love, care, chit chats and a little sadness.
Another wonderful day had spent with Regina. Cant wait for another.
Ohh, I'm tiredz.

GOODNIGHT TO ALL.
(Click the advertisement below!!!!!!!!!!!)

2010-08-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hi! I'm busy with school work and prelims papers. Didnt really have any interesting stuffs to blog about but I will just blog for the sake of ____ .

I had my English papers and Social Studies paper. I guess quite alot of my classmates start to revising for Social Studies but not knowing what chapters will be coming up is making revising even tougher.

And you know what? Whatever topics I spent time studying last night, did not come out for the Social Studies paper. I guess is my fault for not studying ALL the topics :P HAHA. Oh wellz, At least I put in effort in SBQ. Hha!

Tomorrow will be having National Day Celebration in School. Regina texted me that she wont be attend school because of some teacher. Ohwellz, I don't know whether if I should attend school too. Since it is only up till 10.30am :/

I'M MEETING UP WITH REGINA AT NOON FOR KOI BUBBLE TEA ANYWAYS! I'm taking up preorders for Bubble tea from Koi cafe. AHHHHAA JOKES! BEST BUBBLE TEA EVER.
Nowadays, I miss regina so easily, hope I get tired of her face soon :)

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PICTURES THAT MAKE ME SMILE :)

HEHEHEHE, PLEASE TELL ME THAT HE IS SOOOO CUTE! :)

25SEPT!!!! :)

2010-08-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

Hi. I will be having my Chinese Oral tomorrow and start of my prelims, the next following day.Wil be busy with school work, specially I have to work on my Social Studies and Geography + I'm having my Social Studies prelim paper on Thursday.

Have to work extra hard.

Wish me luck! :) I will be updating when I'm free! :)

Last night and this morning, I was reminded by people around me, that my life was better than before. The feeling of drifting from or "losing" someone close might not be nice but life will be better, once you found a larger number of people who ALWAYS care and love you :)

Thanks for the text and tweets :) Love yall.

2010-08-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hi. Just a short update.

I have received Jay's EP and Posters after so long! :)

The tube was damaged, as a result, the posters inside is, were damaged too. I emailed the seller about it, and they ensured that they will resend new set of posters to my place soon. Best service ever. Hahahaha!

OK! IM TIRED! I DONT WANT MONDAY TO COME.
SIGH, LIFE SUCK WHEN IT INVOLVES WITH SCHOOL.
Ok, shall update soon :)

2010-07-31T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hi~
I met up with Jaslin and her friend, Vanessa today. Jaslin and I should have alot to say but I guess we didnt really talk much. HAHA.

I met up with Lw after they went back to their friend's place.

I have no choices but to have Mcdonald for Lunch. Yesterday, I ate Mcdonald for breakfast and dinner. Sighz, so fat so fat. Anw, I told Lw that I want to have Mcwings and he brought back some Fillet-o-Fish. I swear, I nearly die but forcing myself to eat that burger.

I'M SO SICK OF IT YET LW IS FORCING ME TO EAT + IS HIS FAULT FOR BRINGING BACK WRONG FOOD!!!!!!
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We sat down at some area and took alot pictures.
JUST BECAUSE JASLIN DONT WANT TAKE PHOTO WITH ME :(

Lw can't stop giving idiotic faces, just because I keep on retaking photos. HAHA.

After asking him to STOP giving such faces..

HE JUST WONT STOP, I think my face also look quite idiotic, because I'm not ready yet.
HAHHA, I swear my face look so f. up because I did not apply anything on my face :(
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I decided to post pictures of my white hair for ANONYMOUS (She said she want to stay anonymous), so show her that I have really disgusting white hairs and ensure her that I have more white hair than any teenager on earth (over emphasizing!)

It might not look as if my head is filled with white hairs just by this picture (abv), you might notice some at the top of head because there is the part where my parting of my hair exist.
Used to dyed my hair in black colour, every 3 months. I have stopped doing that because I'm really lazy and heard from others that keep on dyeing might cause some weird illness? Not really sure.

Once I lift up my hair..

MILLIONS OF WHITE HAIR (over emphasizing!) ALL OVER MY HEAD!

Whenever I tie up my hair, It will become more obvious and classmates will start asking and all. IM NOT DYING OR AGEING FASTER THAN THE REST. I wonder if there is a name for this "illness"? Premature greying? Hahaha.

I want to get my hair done at the salon soon~

ANONYMOUS, YOU ARE NOT ALONE! :P
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Heard that CNBLUE's tickets to their showcase is almost sold out.
SIGH IM STILL HESITATING!

2010-07-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

Have you tried plaiting your hair and sleep with your hair still in plaits?
HAHAHA.

I used to do that when I was little, I will bring many small coloured rubber bands and passed it to my maid, and asked her to plait my hair. HAHA. The next day, when I removed those rubber bands, my hair will become CURLY!!!

I tried that few days ago, so that I will have curly hair :P I always wanted to have wavy hair! That morning, when I removed those rubber bands, I comb my "curly" hair, to prepare myself for school but after I comb my hair, MY HAIR WENT BACK TO NORMAL STRAIGHT HAIR :( My hair just look more volume than before, thats all.

Suck.

HAHHAH, I swear I only noticed that my bed is not done + rolled up posters are everywhere. HAHHAHA!

Talked about posters, my Jay EP have not arrived yet >;/ IT TAKES FOREVER! Hours later I received my tube of posters, I emailed to the seller about the damaged. The seller took days to reply my email!

Urgh.

Talked about Jay, ANYONE IS GOING TO CNBLUE SHOWCASE?! Tickets are sold in : $168, $128, $88 and $68. More expensive than Jay's showcase! But the tickets, to CNBLUE showcase comes with numbered seats, which was much more better than Jay's showcase, that only provide tickets with free standing for $120.

OHWELL, I WANT TO SEE ALL OF THE MEMB IN CNBLUE!
:(

OK STOP. GETTING TOO WORDY.
Might be meeting the girls tomorrow, bye!

2010-07-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

Hello~ :)

Isabelle look super cheeky nowadays!

HAHHA SUPER FUNNY FACE! Recently, she learned how to do "kissy lips". I really wonder where she learned from. SUPER CUTE! :)

HAHHAHA FUNNY, HER FACE!
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Lw and I meet up around 12pm, we went to KFC to have our lunch. On the way to Greenridge, the weather was good! The breeze~ :) After eating, we went to bookshop and Shop n Save to waste money and time.

I asked Lw if he want to eat Jelly, so I bought some Jelly Powder back home.

and some Longans.

Boiling and stirring.

Add the fruit into the jelly mould.

APPLE FLAVOUR JELLY!
Can't wait to give lw + the girls to have some of the jelly!
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I RECEIVED THE POSTERS OF JAY'S EP TODAY! :)
I'm waiting for the EP to arrive at my place soon (since it was sent separately) before I could do a full post about Jay! :)

2010-07-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday. I might not update much due school hours, extra classes and revisions.
Awhile ago, I just have a thought of not attending school tomorrow. Sigh, life sucks.

I bought some clips in genting for Isabelle. I wanted to clip her sideburns as Pierina want Isabelle to have long hair, leaving her hair to grow, so I afraid her sideburns might itches Isabelle at her ears but somehow, we didnt use it.

Don't you think she is super cute?!?! :)

PS: She "danced" to SHINee's Lucifer today! :P
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Seriously, I don't know what to update today~
I SHALL SHARE JAY'S VIDEOS TO YALL :)

SUPER LIKE! :)
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OKOKOK, boring post.
Monday - Friday, boring life :(

2010-07-24T22:20:00.003+08:00

HI! I spend my Saturday morning with Lw :)
The first thing I know is Lw standing at the side of my bed, disturbing me, trying to wake me up. Totally shocked. He told me that my metal door and wooden door is not locked and the metal door was opened. Scary.

I HAVE FORGETFUL PARENTS !!!!!
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Lw and I spend our morning having McDonald Breakfast, talking and.....

HELP LW TO REMOVE BLACKHEADS!
HAHAHAHHAHA.

GOOD STUFF. MASK.
Pierina bought quite a lot of the mask and I decided to try it on Lw since I don't have any blackhead, except for 1 BIG blackhead at my nose area which cannot remove anymore as my skin has overlap it :(

Decide only to do the nose area. Don't want to waste good stuff. HAHA.
I helped lw to apply the mask on his nose. I guess I have accidentally dotted his face, causing him to have a temporary mole, just below his nose. HAHAHHHA.

while waiting for the mask to dry up, we snap pictures!

TIME TO REMOVE THE MASK!

The results was good!! AND GROSS!!!! As most of the blackheads are removed and most of them was visible. SUPER GROSS! I took some pictures of it but I decided not to post any of them. I SWEAR IM HAVING GOOSEBUMPS NOW.

No offence to Lw or anyone who had blackheads :P
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If anyone could realise that I don't really take kissing photos as I think I look retarded+ I dont want anyone to name me/us as "ATTENTION SEEKER" or "IMMATURE COUPLE KISSING" + the issue with the people reading my blog. Haha.
I shall present to yall.

HAHHAHAHHAHA, I SWEAR I LOOK DRUNK HERE.
HAHHAHAHA OMG FUNNY!! I guess this was taken like SOOO long ago!

We took another photo today,

HAHHAHHA I THINK I STILL LOOK RETARDED!!!!!
Our lips gently touched because I dont want my face to get dirty with the mask on his face :P
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OK, I SHALL STOP UPDATING BECAUSE IM TAKING HOURS TO UPDATE WITH ALL THE DISTRACTIONS! At least, I still present a post with a few pictures and words rightz? Not as if I'm posting one paragraph onlyz, RIGHT DORENE?!?

BYE!

2010-07-23T20:48:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody. Today is Friday, it means that this week is gonna end soon. What a week.

I'm trying to change my "schedule" for my daily school days. Trying to do revision in the afternoon than taking a nap. This is so tiring buttttt thinking positively, I just finished all the weekend homeworks! NICE!

P/S: There is a fly flying around me while I'm posting now. DAMN IRRITATING.

I want do something fun tomorrow. I think I will go insane if I was to stick to studying like more than 10 hours per day. I'M SO LAZY. Umm, THATS EXPLAIN WHY I AM IN NORMAL ACADEMIC . NOT BECAUSE IM SHU-PID. HAHHAHAHHHAHAHHAA.

Lw that bastard, dont want to spend time with me tomorrow :(
CAN ANYBODY INTRO ME SOMETHING TO DO??!?!?! :(
I just totally make myself sound like a total loner, seriously.
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Oh, I promised Xav that I will accompany him to do ANYTHING on Sunday. I guess I have regretted promising him such stuffs because I DONT WANT TO PLAY MONOPOLY OR PLAYDOHS. Sigh, he has a very good memory.

OH WELLS, I WANT TO BRING HIM OUT!! BUTTT WHERE?!?!?!?

ISABELLE LOOOOOKKKK SO CUTE! I want to post up videos of her, smiling/laughing when Pierina talked to her. She can easily laugh or smile with Pierina's "Hello Baby~". HAHA PLUS SMILING UNTIL SO GENTLE!

"It takes years to build up this friendship, and just takes seconds to destroy it."
Did you just walk out of the "best friend" position? :l

You know what am I excited for?
JAY ALBUMS AND UNFOLDED POSTERS TO BE SENT OVER TO MY PLACE, LATEST BY NEXT WEEK! :) and My mom return me the amount of cash for the CHEQUE THAT SHE PUT IN THE WRONG BANK. HAHHAHA, actually I'm not excited for that, just that I wanted to see if she will keep her promise or not :P

AHHAHA ALRIGHTZ, BYE!

2010-07-21T16:13:00.002+08:00

There should be night class for maths later but I have so many work to do plus I don't want to feel left out when I'm there. So I decided to stay at home and do my work BUTTTT I'M SUPER LAZY AND TIRED NOW. I gonnna die :(

Few days ago, I asked my mom to bank in my cheque from nuffnang into my POSB account but she dropped the cheque into OCBC bank :( NOWWWW, OCBC HAVENT CALLED ME TO ASKED ME TO COLLECT IT BACK FROM THEM :(

I scare it will be lost foreverrrr foreverrrrr~ :(

I have been using the money I saved for months, like water :( EMO GIRL NOW.
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SIGH, SHOULD I GO FOR NIGHT CLASS OR WHATTTTT.

2010-07-19T19:10:00.004+08:00

Cheryl and Noel brought their polariod camera and their darling dog to our place that day.
HAHA, we are told to take pictures with their dog, toutou, as they can put our polariod picture in their "hall of fame" HAHA.

TOUTOU LOOK LIKE TEDDY BEAR!

All the photos above entered the Hall of Fame. HAHA.

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SEXY BACK, YEAH!
super cuteeeeeee! Her skin at her back is super soft!
BABIESSSSSSSSS.

JUICY DRUMSTICK :P
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Weeks ago, Someone confessed to me.

HAHHAHA JOKES!
I swear es is super upset when I rejected her. HAHAHHAHA
OMG JOKEEEEE KWON! hahhaha omg wtheck.
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I'm still wondering if I should order Jay album now or not.
CD+2 Posters = SGD29.
I have been spending like hundred over bucks on jay alreadyz.
SINGAPORE TEENAGER IS NOT RICH OK! :(
AT LEAST, I USED MY OWN MONEY. MY MONEY THAT I SAVE EVERY SINGLE CENT MYSELF. UNLIKE SOMEBODY ELSE.

*PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!*

2010-07-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO APPLE-BODY!
I'M BACK TO UPDATE MY BLOG. I FEEL SO DIZZZZZZYYY.
FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ESTHERRRRR THE LOSER! :)
2ND, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE PIERINA (15TH)
LASTLY, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO LEWEI (9TH)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
(pls share those hugs and kisses!)
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Last night, Lewei asked me whether we should catch a movie the next day. Super happy!
Cause I'm always the one who do all those planning like check the timeslot and all BUT, this time, he keep on checking to make sure we get the best seats for 3D movie, xoxo.

(PS: This morning, when lewei reached my place, the first thing he said is "you look pretty today". I told the rest, nobody believed me + LEWEI KEEP ON DENYING ON WHAT HE SAID :( not self praise here ok :( LW PLEASE ADMIT)

On the way to Jurong Point,

Before we left for Jurong Point, Lewei keep on "complaining" about the seats he wanted is occupied by other people who booked the seats before hand. So I suggested to book the tickets so that I can shut his mouth.

We watched "Despicable Me (3D)"!!!!!!!
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We settle our lunch @ Carl's Jr!

Heaven n Earth's Lemon Tea (Y)

Charbroiled.
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We went into the cinema for the 3D effects.

To me, 3D movies make me dizzy + after wearing the 3D glasses, I felt so uncomfortable :(

Went to Icing Room and get two 4inch cake. One for Pierina and another one for Lewei!
LEWEI AND I ACTUALLY DECORATED THE UGLIEST CAKE EVERRRRR.
hahhahahaha! I think we are damn silly.

The end result:

HAHAHHA. I think it just failed :( butttt its ok :(
ANW 23 OCT IS JUST A SPECIAL DAY FOR US. Not the day we get together or something.

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The cake for Pierina:

GET IT? PIE. PIE.

THE ICING IS HAVING THE SHAPE OF SH*T!
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We have our dinner at Ajisen.

While waiting for our ramen to be prepared,

CUT CAKE CUT CAKE CUT CAKE.

THE CAKE IS (Y). THE CREAM IS FATTENING!

SPICY RAMEN. I got choked by the "soup" of the ramen. Lewei laughed at me for getting choked and somehow make me sound as if I deserved it, but just then, he got choked by the "soup" too. YOU DESERVED IT!!!!!!
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Brought home the cake for Pierina.

BLOW THE CANDLES WITH ISABELLE! SO SWEET!
Isabelle was amazed by the fireeeeee.

Isabelle totally aiming for the cake!
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MY VISION ARE BLURRRR. I'M GONNA DIE.
UPDATE NEXT TIME! BYE!

2010-07-14T20:57:00.002+08:00

ICE CREAMMMMMMZ.
Got this craving for Ice cream that day...

Added with Banana...

BESTTTTTTTT!!!
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My white hair are growing like mad. I used to dye it almost every 3 months but I stop doing that for like more than 6 months? Classmates are asking why am I aging that fast. IM NOT AGING!! Don't know whether should I get my hair dyed black or notz. Sigh.

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I find myself busier than usual days. I don't like it. Everyday when I reached home, I just feel like staring into blanks or just lie down and rest. Dont feel like doing anything. Sucha lazy girl.

I just gotten the cheque from Nuffnang and tickets to Jay's Fan meeting!
BEST! JANG!

2AM Showcase.

2010-07-12T23:12:00.009+08:00

On Saturday, I went for 2AM Showcase with my cousins, Cheryl and Noel. We went there at 7AM when the showcase only start at 5.30PM. When we reached there, around 150 fans have already arrived. Scary :(

Didnt get the tickets to have their autograph signed on my album :(

The boards that Cheryl made. PRETTY ONES.

Fans from IAM Forum gave us small pieces of paper for the fan chants.

After waiting for like ages, 2AM arrived. Everyone like screaming mad.
Before 2AM arrived, the fans all stand up while waiting for them to come. The security removed some railings so that we can be "closer" to 2AM. Cheryl and I was just standing behind the railing, we are super nervous if the people at the sides and behind will push and snatch the area behind the railing *we are crazy fans*

So they asked us not to move first until they are done arranging the railing and all. So after arranged, the security man warned us to WALK like three times. After he stop talking, suddenly everyone push from behind and the sides. OMG I THINK I NEARLY DIE because I'm too short :(

After getting the area behind the railing *wink* and standing so uncomfortably, a fangirl behind me asked me issit ok if her arms will be hitting my back because of the fans behind her, keep on pushing and all. After saying is ok, she asked me if im ok and said she will support my body from behind so that I wont fall by standing on the railling.

OMG THERE ARE ALWAYS NICE PEOPLE AROUND!
EXCLUDE CRAZY FANGIRLS THAT WANT TO HURT OTHERS :(
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Ok, 2AM ARRIVED AND ALL.
SUPER ALOT OF BLUR PICTURES, MY HAND CANT STOP SHAKING.

JOKWON!!

Super alot of cameras and phones.

CAMERA FOCUS ON WRONG STUFFS PLUS JOKWON IS DOING SOME FACES :(

HI!

He is giving thumb up for Singapore's Hokkien Mee.

Smiles.

Some lucky fans went up to have their picture taken with 2AM.
THAT GIRL IN PURPLE IS THE LUCKIEST GIRL EVER.

JOKWON HUGGED HER. OMGOMG.

This is how far I am away from 2AM. LOL
But I'm standing on the railing which makes me taller *wink*

Serious face when singing emotional songs :)

CHARMING CHANGMIN.

2AM celebrating their 2nd Anniversary in Singapore.

Fans was shouting "KKAP KWON KKAP KWON!!"

So he did a little Abracadabra!

And shake his butt for us! HAHHA OMG SEXY MAX.
Stupid camera focus at wrong time, at wrong stuffs.

Prepared for autograph session.

security guards are everywhere.
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Noel went up to get her album signed. Heard from her, Seulong, Jokwon and Jinwoon said Hi and Jinwoon eyes disappear when he smiled to Noel. OMGOMGOMG JEALOUS.
I WANT JOKWON TO SAY HI TO ME!

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Next, I'LL BE GOING TO JAY FAN-MEET IN SEPT!!!!!!
OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JAYYYYYYYY.
RAPE HIM!!!!

2010-07-12T16:50:00.003+08:00

You know, there will times when we are enjoying our lives and feel good about living. But there will also have times when you asked yourself, "why am I doing this? why do I have to go through all this shit?"

For me, when tough times comes, I just want to stop the time and clear my thoughts before I continue my journey of my life.

I'm a serious loser :(
Anw, I want to remove my blog too :( I can't update much though.

2010-07-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone on earth.Just realised that all the photos from the camera memory card is deleted and I didnt have a back up of those pictures. So can't update much :(

TOMORROW IM GOING TO SEE 2AM AT IMM! YAYNESS. SPAM PICTURES MAN.

I shall update tomorrowwwwwwwz!

Can you all click my advertisement for me? I promise I will update tomorrow....NIGHT!

2010-07-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

JAY COMING TO SINGAPORE. BEST EVENT EVER.

2010-07-05T23:39:00.004+08:00

Totally cannot stand some ahlian out there. What makes you think you are so mature? The way you "settle" stuffs already show us how IMMATURE you are. If I'm gonna talk about you, I think I will be spamming my own blog about your disgusting acts.

bye.

2010-07-02T18:44:00.002+08:00

HI JUST SHORT UPDATE. SUPER LAZY TO UPDATE BLOG NOWADAYS.
LIFE SEEMS TO BE SOOOO BORING TO BE TYPED OUT.
Anyway, I'M LUCKY TODAY, AGAIN :)

DOUBLE CHIN GIRL.
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I put up 2PM's Poster on my wall ,last month i guess.
Once I got my 2AM's poster, I put it up beside 2PM's.

But realised that I still have "You're Beautiful" poster... so,

BIASED MAX. HAHHAHHA!
Nono :( Just because I'm not tall enough :( HAHHA WHATEVER.
The 2AM poster keep on dropping down. I guess is something about me putting it just above my head (when I lied down) cause it happen the same thing every night that time I put the 2PM's poster above my head until I move it away.
WEIRD.
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Saw Angle doing nice clips for every single classmate in N3.
So, I asked her to do a special one for me.

HAHHAHA LIKE SOME CRAZY FAN MAN.

I DID ONE ON YONGHWA'S NAME.
I FEEL SICK FOR GETTING SO CRAZY.
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I DONT WNAT TO BLOG ANYMORE :(
I FEEL GUILTY NOT UPDATING MY BLOG.
BYEBYEBEYBYE!

2010-07-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Busying schooling. Forcing myself not to sleep in the afternoon. Dying of tiredness.
Stomach aching like mad for not having regular meals.
Summarise every single day in school, a lucky one, whenever I'm not called to stand up and try the Picture disscusion infront of the whole class :) HAHA!

I will start posting tomorrow.

SCHOOL TOMORROW!

2010-06-27T23:48:00.004+08:00

Hello! School gonna reopen tomorrow! Totally not excited at all. Why do I feel that I have not enjoyed enough :( All the holiday worksheets are not done yet. Only two physics worksheet done, under esther non-stop asking "WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DO PHYSICS?!"
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Shall update now since I have not update since the previous long post.

Currently a pro in carrying Isabelle with one hand :)

Although, she get so much heavier since the day she was born. HAHA, We are walking around (no, I am walking around) taking pictures. Haha, a reason why she is getting lower, ONE HAND NOT ENOUGH STRENGTH FOR 4 KG BB.

Solo pictures! I said "Smile!". All she will give is "WHAT THE HECK?!-face" :(
Nowadays she will be with her mommy because she is super cranky at times. I only get to takecare of her when...

SHE IS ENJOYING DOING MASK!

HAHAHHAHA OMG PIE IM SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU.

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Anyway, I'm super excited for the 2AM showcase! Thanks to Yuenie and his gf for going to town just to get the tickets, album and poster for me! HAHA THANKS MUCH.
OK ENOUGH, BACK TO YOUTUBE AND WATCH WGM! :)

Ohya, I have not dye my hair yet. See my schoolmates tomorrow with white hair fringe! :)
BYEBYE!

Genting Trip.

2010-06-23T22:35:00.018+08:00

Hello! I'm updating on my trip to Genting. It will be a photo spam.

Start the day with a smile!

My mom apply some cream on your face because of the spots.
She look funny with it! HAHA

We had a heavy breakfast at Mcdonald.

Grandma and Grandson.

Lianna and I.
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On the way to Malaysia,

Morning sky in Johor.

Xavier and I sitting right at the back of the car.

Smile~
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Parents and Dad's friend having lunch around Genting Highland area.
Once we seated down, Some guy ,selling chestnuts, gave us chestnuts for "sample" so that we can buy more from them.

I told Xavier that if he is gonna eat the "sample" chestnut, we have to BUY a bigger packet from the guy. He wanted to eat it but he choose not to because he doesnt want us to buy.

So bored after looking at the chestnut, yet cannot eat :(
Suddenly, Dad's friend buy a packet from the guy, selling chestnut.

HAPPY BOY WITH CHESTNUTS!
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When we reached Genting, we went to First World Hotel where we are gonna stay in. We have to wait for at least 3 hours before we can check into the rooms.

While waiting, I went to get tickets to watch "Toy Story 3"
We had dinner buffet before movies,

After eating, we walked back to First World Hotel. On the way there..

Super nice weather! Super cooling!

We decided to went outside of the hotel and enjoy the weather.

I don't know who is the girl is :(

Xavier and I decided to take a picture together, but he want to sit on my lap.
This is the picture before we fall down :(

My butt look as if like it is gonna slide away :/

Another picture with Mom and Xavier.

Went up to the Movie theater..

Can't spot Xavier?

After watching the movie, everyone was tired...

BEST FOOD EVER.
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Next morning, we had breakfast buffet.

BEST FOOD EVER. (LOL)
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After breakfast, we waited for the arcade to open.

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At starbucks.

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Walked passed some gallery.

Lianna suggested to write down some remarks on a book.

Even Xavier also write down some remarks.
I MEANT TO SAY "LOWER DOWN THE AIR CON TEMP" :(
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Lianna and I went shopping while Mom and Xavier went back to get some sleep.
After shopping like mad, we headed back to hotel room.

HAHAHHA I LOOK DAMN RETARDED.

LOL @ LIANNA FACE.
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LOL @ LIANNA FACE AGAIN.
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All ready to get out to have lunch!

Hugs!

Good looking lunch! :) BEST FOOD EVER!
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Xavier get a stamp on his hand to play some game.

GAME ON @ GENTING.

Excited max.

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On the way back to hotel room,

BEAUTIFUL SKY!

Wanted to mention that, I BRING MY PRECIOUS STUFF TO GENTING! (above)

"Want to have some sweet?"
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We went to sleep at 6pm and skipped dinner. Lianna and I woke up at 11pm and start awake until 6am :(

Preparing.

Camwhore.

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Walk around while waiting for Dad and his friend finish their breakfast.

SUPER NICE WEATHER AGAIN.

We saw this advertisement of some dimsum.
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Lianna and I tried to get some stuffs before checking out but the stores is not open yet. Mom and Xavier went back to hotel room while we walked around for awhile more. Decided not to get any stuffs already. On the way back to room...

LOL @ ALL THOSE PICTURES BELOW. ALL RANDOM UNGLAM PHOTO.
PHOTOS ARE BLUR BECAUSE I'M WALKING WHILE TAKING.

LOL @ ALL LIANNA FACES.

Lianna having MarryBrown without sharing :(

GOOD BYE FIRST WORLD.
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RANDOM PHOTOS.

OKOK, GETTING LATE. I THINK I TAKE HOURS TO UPLOAD THIS :(
HOPE THIS POST LAST YALL FOR DAYS.

2010-06-23T21:39:00.001+08:00

HELLO HELLO.
I'M BACK FROM GENTING. SHALL ARRANGE THE PICTURES BEFORE UPDATING THIS BLOG. 200+ PICTURES, SO GAY!

I JUST ATE MCDONALD, MY STOMACH EXPLODING!

A day out with Pierina and Isabelle

2010-06-20T13:55:00.000+08:00

Hello! I guess this will be the last post before I go to Genting :)
I'm updating on the day I went out with Pierina and Isabelle.

Haha! Three of us, I forced Pierina to wear a flower dress. She bought a few dresses yet never want to wear them. Crazy.

Helped Pierina in carrying the 7.8kg pram. Heavy like mad but still have to act pro a little by carrying it with one hand and use another hand to camwhore. HAHA.

While waiting for cab, Isabelle look ultra cute with headband and leggings. HEHE.

Pierina and Isabelle. Isabelle's eyes get smaller because of the sunlight. Dont you think she look like some sumo wrestler's daughter? HAHHAH.

We waited for the cab under such weather and we saw two cabs driving towards us. Suddenly got this two idiots infront of us, ran out to flag for cab, eventually the cab stop for them! ANOTHER CAB JUST PASSED US AND FETCH THE LADY BEHIND US. Wtf.

On cab, Isabelle is getting sleepy~

Once we reached Taka, we went to have Yoshinoya! NICE FOODS!
We saw Valerie, Nigel and Navden!

Nigel is a pro daddy, two hands two pram.
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We settle ourselves in Coffeebean.

NAVDEN SO CUTE! V JIE SUPER SADIST! DO THIS TO NAVDEN :(
I tried to zoom into Navden's face and take a closer picture but...

The camera focused the wrong stuffs :( FOCUS ON THE COUPLE WHO IS KISSING. I'M SO SORRY BUT THE COUPLE IS ACTING "WTF" IN PUBLIC. I guess they are kissing every 1 minute.

So many expressions!

Valerie and Navden.
The couple behind? The lady is putting her two legs on the guy's thigh. WTF actions.

"I'm waiting for you~"

Navden shocked face.

"We met."
SUPER CUTE!
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Baby nursing room.

Taking to the "animals" on the wallpaper.

Just look at Isabelle's happy looking face. So cute! Pinch!

Dine at Sushi Tei!

Smiles.

CAMERA SHY.

Why frown?

NICE FOODS.

I have not talked to Valerie since then :(
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Ok, I shall start packing my stuffs and all.
GOODBYE! MISS ME.

JAY IS BACK TO KOREA. YAYNESS.

2010-06-19T18:16:00.004+08:00

JAY PARK IS BACK TO KOREA! Even though he is back to Korea just to film the new movie, "Hype Nation" where he will be acting the main character, NOT back to Korea to reunite with 2PM. Ohwellz, I like him solo than him with 2PM.

When he reached Incheon Airport, in Korea, he bowed to his fans more than five times! I bet he is very touched and all.

Surrounded by guards to prevent any crazy fans who want to rape him or some haters to attack him. HAHA. I WILL RAPE HIM IF HE IS 1 METRE AWAY FROM ME.

"Wearing a sweat shirt and white beanie, Jay Park was escorted by a strong security presence and also greeted by more than 1,000 fans who had camped at the airport for hours after learning about his arrival from the media yesterday. They cheered his arrival in an orderly manner after seeing him appear from the gates and shouted, “Jay Park!” and some even shed tears."

FANS CRIED :'(
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Here is the video of Jay leaving Incheon Airport and getting up the car.
JUST LOOK AT HIM BOW.
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I looked up for the article when he leave Korea back to Seattle,9 months ago, because of the case where alot netizen hate him :( OHWELLZ, I NEVER ONCE HATED HIM. HEHEHHE.

"The fallen star left Korea on September 8th, 2009 on an afternoon flight at Incheon Airport with over 500 fans literally screaming, crying, and begging for him not to go."

See the difference betw the numbers of fans sending him away and numbers of fans waiting for him to come back to Korea? HAHA.

I'm just wondering, is he wearing the same old white beanie?

I'M GONNA UPDATE A POST SOON BEFORE I LEAVE FOR GENTING :)

2010-06-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hello!
I'm going to Genting on 21st to 23rd. Hope the weather will be coolingz.
I really want Pierina and Isabelle to come along but -.- whateverz.

"MEIMEI SMILEZ" I spam pictures of Isabelle and I, hoping that she wont be a camera-shy girl when she is older. HAHAHA.

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Isabelle's hair is getting longer and the length of her sideburns are half-covered her ears. I guess it will make her feel irritated and a little ticklish at her ears. So I thought of getting clips to clip up her sideburns BUT I guess it will look stupid.

I use headband to keep her sideburns up. Hahaha!
AWWW CUTE HAIR. SOFT BABY HAIRRRRR.
SHE LOOK SO CUTE!

BUT,

HAHAHHAHA PIE SAID SHE LOOK UGLY HERE.
HAHHAHA SUPER CUTE WITH DOUBLE CHIN.

HAHA Self-entertaining.
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Anyway, I should get things done before I leave for genting. Shall make this trip an enjoyable one before school starts. I should get my itunes filled with songs, I should get my clothes packed. But I'm really lazy.
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anw, dont you just hate some girl that is trying SOOO hard to make herself look popular? Ok thats very very sick. You can continue doing all those shit but please, dont drag others with you? Sickening.

Tired.

2010-06-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hello. I'm so tired now :( I'm so lazy to even use my brains.
I just shut lw off as he just can't stop asking me qns. Sorry.

You know what? My hair have different colours now. Getting a little irritated because my dad dont want to bring me to get my hair dyed. Have to get my hair dyed back to black colour, because..

MY WHITE HAIR IS GROWING LIKE MAD. At least 6cm long now. So damn ass irritating. I just look like some old fat lady with young lady face. My natural colour is dark brown so it also appear at the top of my head :( HATE MY HAIR WITH THREE COLOURS, WHITE BROWN AND BLACK. SUCK ASS.

hahaha, super zilian at home. I have super loads of pictures, preparing to update on this blog but I'm very tired after going to town with love ones. I shall do it some day later. PLUS MY READERS ONLY COME BACK WHEN I BLOGGED, WHEN I DONT BLOG, YOU GUYS DONT APPEAR. YOU ALL SUCKS BY DOING THIS :(
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Anyway, I want to get alot stuffs now but I'm spending money like unlimited cash today and on last tuesday. SO I GUESS THOSE STUFFS ON MY SHOPPING LIST HAVE TO WAIT :( I think I suck too :(

J FOR JAY.
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I SHALL DO ANOTHER POST WITH RANDOM PHOTO TOMORROW.
BYE! *TIRED*

Karate Kid.

2010-06-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

UGLY PHOTOS SPAM. NO CONTACT LENS, NO MAKE UP.

Hi! I'm not being selfish here, so I let lw to be in the first picture of my post.
SMILE DARLING~

OH BEFORE I CONTINUE, I want to say that, actually we are planning to watch Karate Kid at Jurong Point, so we are checking out the tickets and seating at Golden Village website but seeing the seats for the time slot at 1pm+ and 3pm+ is filling up. So I went on to view other cinema's website.

After getting quite irritated with the seating and all. I went to play with Isabelle and start talking to Pierina. Pierina suggested to book the seats. So I did, with Isabelle on my lap. While booking, Isabelle keep distracting me! (NOT BLAMING HER ON ANYTHING. PIERINA CALM DOWN!)

I start booking seats at Cathay website instead of GV. So after booking everything, I realised that I booked seats at Cineleisure instead. SUCHA FOOL, you said. I KNOW!

Lw nagged at me for a million times.

We had lunch at Naked Fish at BPP. I'm craving for this yesterday so we had it today! Yayness! I'm craving for Iced Lemon Tea, any brands, while waiting for our food. Lw went out to get the drinks for me. SPAM LUV.
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I thought we are getting late for the movie, so we decided to cab down to Cineleisure from BP.
On cab, we took a few photos.

Super irritating with the twist.

Irritating face.

I want to show yall, lw's missy attitude. SO GIRLY.

Oh! He found out that my skin is acting abnormal, so he start pointing/touching.
I'm ignoring him with the camera~

Getting excited and start talking about his own stretchmarks.
I'm still ignoring him with the camera.

Tell me about little scars on his leg. He was answered with "hmm. orh. ya."
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..
...

NOT HAPPY ALREADY!!!

GF KEEP IGNORING HIM! SUPER ANGRY!

"It is time to ignore her now"
(SUPER MISSY ATTITUDE NOW)

Give black faces. (SUPER GIRLY)

Try to make him happier by taking a smiley photo with him.
But he gave me half-eyed-lj-face!

WITH ALL THE MISSY ATTITUDE AND ALL...

WITH ALL THE FACES AND ALL...

ALL HE WANT IS MY ATTENTION..

ALL HE WANT IS ME ANSWERING HIM WITH INTEREST...

In the end, receive lesser attention from me.
"SUPER ANGRY, POINT MIDDLE FINGER!!"

HE.SO.GIRLY.
P/S: Story based on true facts.
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Once we reached Cinleisure, we went to get our tickets and food.

If yall are wondering, why is he giving such faces? Is he still angry?
OH NO. HE IS GIVING ME NORMAL FACES THAT JUST LOOK LIKE SOME LJ FACES.
HAHAHHHA. omgosh.

The movie is good! I normally dont laugh out loud while watching movies. Unlike lw, I think when he laughed at one corner of the cinema you can hear him at the other corner (zzz) But Karate Kid made me laugh OUT LOUD.
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On the way home, back to BP. We are listening songs together and I start dancing to the songs. LW TOTALLY SHOW ME THAT HE IS EMBARRASSED OF ME :( OKAY, WHO SHOULD BE MORE EMBARRASSED WITH A GIRLY BF.

LOL @ HIS FACE. I bet everyone is going "WTF" now! HAHAHA
(except for es, if she is reading, she cant go "WTF")

SMILES.
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REACHED BP AND TOOK LRT HOME!

I HATE IT WHEN HE ALWAYS ACT LIKE HE IS SHOCKED BY ME TAKING HIS PICTURES AND TOTALLY ACT AS IF ITS CANDID WHEN HE ACTUALLY PAUSE HIMSELF FOR MY CAMERA.

Alrightz, I managed to post after getting so tired with just 6 hours of sleep.
I'M DREAMING ABOUT GHOSTS LATELY :(

Baby hamsters.

2010-06-14T16:51:00.007+08:00

Basically, this post is all about hamsters. BORING.

Peanut butter and Nutella. If you start asking me why did I name them that, (If you did read my previous post, you will know), this is because when I'm naming them, there are bottle of Peanut butter and Nutella beside them. So, ya.

Peanut butter! BIG EYES

Lianna keep calling him "Junior" (my previous male hamster)

THOSE BABIES. THEY ARE GETTING BIGGER AND LIANNA STILL HAVE NOT SEND THEM AWAY :(

Look at this, saw the smaller baby hamster? The hamster is blind with one eye and somehow it didnt get enough nutrients, thus got so skinny and all :(

See the big difference? ANOTHER ONE SO FAT.

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I tried to bake with my oven/toaster at home. See the results!

NICE RIGHTZ. HAHHAHA

FAKE!

THIS IS THE FAILED COOKIE I BAKED.

Too much butter and all. Those cookies look like shit. DONT JUDGE ME PLEASE. HAHHAHHA.
Somehow the oventoaster didnt work as well as a normal oven. Ohwellz.

*dig out the nicest piece among all*
Dont look so shitty right.
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I DIDNT POST MY FACE IN THIS POST. I BET YALL MISS IT.

*on webcam*

*act cute face*

*take picture with webcam*

*posting it up now..*

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....

*CHANGE ANOTHER POSE*

HAHAHHAHA OMG IM SELF ENTERTAINING MAN.
I BET YOU ALL ARE SPAMMING PUNCHES AT YOUR COMPUTER SCREEN.
HAHHAHAHA!
My eyes are like -.- HHAHAHHA

OKOK BYEBYE POST TMR.
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Edited:

es ; if i could, i would. says (5:22 PM):
*i just punched my computer screen (:

me + you

2010-06-11T22:17:00.006+08:00

Hi~ I should be updating this yesterday but end up talking on msn/plurk. Haha!
Yesterday, went to xue yin's place at hougang where all the mommies gather there. Lw and I went there to be part-time maids for a day.

We took a family photo together.

HAHA! FAKE!

Isabelle with her mommy, Pierina.
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Lw and I had to cab down to AMK Hub to collect our KOI bubble tea that we ordered before hand through phone. Hahaha! 16 cups all together! We spend all day talking (maybe not really lw and I talking, more to listening than talking) and went home at 6!

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Isabelle find herself in a love triangle :(

Her supposed-to-be boyfriend is Cloud who are born one day earlier than her and is in the same hospital and opposite wards. They are meant to be tgt but..
Navden (totally look like angel in this picture, HAHA) attract her attention. Now she dont know who to choose. HAHAHAHA sound so emo.
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On the 10th, I attend school for FNN lessons combined with Express classes.
I sitted at one place that can see Shazalind doing her work and using FB. In the end, we went to FB and started chatting. My heart beat increase its speed x1000 times when teacher is walking towards my direction :(

Last-minute photos. She suck because my face look like shit and she want me to post it up.

Hey~

2010-06-10T22:03:00.006+08:00

HI I'M BACK! MY COMPUTER IS WORKING OK NOW!

(My "eroded" nail polish)
I didnt really get the time to update because I'm busy playing with Isabelle. DID I MENTION THAT THEY ARE BACK?! Hahaha super nice feeling! Isabelle start to talk and smile alot after the trip to Ipoh! Of course, sometimes also quite cranky.

HAHAHHA CAUGHT HER IN ACT. HER CRYING FACE :'(

Carrying her around when Pierina is busy doing other stuffs. Look at the picture on the left, her pekchek face. HAHAHA. Es and lw said that she look squashed. WHAT?!

The day when they just reached sg, we went to Jurong Point in the afternoon. Apologised for taking pictures of my fats HAHHAHAHA. Isabelle look so light when I carried her this way. In fact, she is sooooo heavy!

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Alright, I will be following Pierina to visit all the other mommies! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM ALL. ESPECIALLY V JIE. HAHHAHA.

P/S: CNBLUE WON #1 ON M!COUNTDOWN TODAY and JAY'S FANS IS CALLED JAYWALKERS, IT FANCLUB WILL BE CALLED JAY EFFECT AND THE MAIN COLOURS OF THE FANCLUB WILL BE BLACK AND YELLOW (Jay's fav colour and its the colour of bumblebee!)

COOL STUFFS. HAHAH.

We recorded a few videos of Isabelle! Hahaha One of the videos is Isabelle having a smiling marathon and another one is when I start touching her stomach, she start doing "waves" because it tickles. HAHAHHA.

I'm so sorry about my voice and my laughter. At least I don't sound like a man this time :')

I swear the one talking isnt me now. HAHAHA

2010-06-09T09:07:00.000+08:00

Hi,
I wanted to update my blog last night, but my lappy fucking die on me. Making me real pissed with it. So I guess I won't be updating until my lappy is all repaired. All I can do now is to use my itouch and update a little on plurk or twitter :) I have so much to say yet don't get the chance to update~ ohwellz..

Hope my lappy can don't be so fuck up!

I want to bake cookies or cook something to eat now hehehehehe bye!

Formspring ; Ask me anything

2010-06-07T21:38:00.001+08:00

&amp;lt;a href="http://www.formspring.me//XACHRYSTEL"&amp;gt;http://www.formspring.me//XACHRYSTEL&amp;lt;/a&amp;gt;

Push push baby~

2010-06-07T14:50:00.006+08:00

Hi! I can't remember what I actually did for the past few days. All I know that I have been eating alot. HAHA. I just had dim sum hours ago! Super enjoyable. HAHA.

Pierina, Isabelle and BIL is coming back from Ipoh tonight and will reach Singapore tomorrow morning! Super nice! I can see Isabelle soon! Wooo, excited max. I will force Pierina to go shopping with me and all. WOOOz.

Lw found this old picture from his old computer. ITS A PICTURE OF ME AND PIERINA. FUNNY NOTZ. HAHHAHHAAHA.
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Found other old pictures of me and Lw.

I guess this is us few years back. Did we change alot?

All I know is Lw get alot fatter. HAHAHHAHAA.
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I enjoyed the chat we had last night. We are talking about future. I hope he still remember what I said and what I hinted. HAHA. I shall do a list of what he should get for me in his Itouch :x Ohwellz, I guess he wont remember or put my words in his heart, since I'm not his special person in his heart. Sigh~ Boy, do you still remember?

Saw this photo. HE LOOK DAMN SILLY!
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HAHA, I will be back with more photos when Pierina is back because my phone camera take low quality pictures, that sucks. I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES OF THE HAMSTER BABIES. SO CUTE AND ALL.

HAHA ok~ till then... BYE!

I want to go oversea.. with you.

2010-06-04T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hi! I'm back. I had a practice practical for my FN cooking yesterday. So glad that I have lw to help me to pack stuffs and send me to school without me carrying the bag myself. While cooking, I have the auntie help me out and check my time properly.

My nails are painted with nail polish but after the cooking session, my nail polish "eroded". I wonder where those all those nail polish go? HAHA. I have a tough time washing up the dishes because the water from the water tap is f. hot. I think the water can boil my hand man.

Today, I have my actual N level FN practical cooking. Everything goes well except at times, I found out that I didnt get all of my ingredients ready and I took too much amount of it. HAHA. At the end of the cooking session, I'm so tired to wash all those stuffs up.

Now, I have my weekends to myself! :) I shall spend this two days slacking infront of my computer or start stalking Jay. HAHA. I feel so uncomfortable now. I hope I wont fall sick :(

That day, I went over to lw's place...

*Look at each other*

LOL @ HIS TRYING-TO-ACT-SEXY LOOK!

HAHA @ MY FACE.
Lw said that in those pictures, we look naked together.. WHAT?!

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LETS DO A COUNT DOWN! ISAB, PIE AND BIL IS COMING BACK IN ... 4 DAYS! YAY!
I...CANT..WAIT!
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I watched Musicccccc Bank! today and when it just started, I text es about it. She started getting so excited about it because SS501 is doing a comeback in Music Bank. I even start taking out my lappy, charger, chair and etc, just to let her watch Music Bank together with me. In the end, just to make sure that she get to watch it, I didnt really watch CNBLUE performance :( SAD MAX.
I hate you es.

2010-06-02T21:55:00.012+08:00

I went back to school today for the editing of FNN coursework. I have to go to school tomorrow, again, for FNN practice of practical and the following day, will be the actual practical for N level. So, it means I will be cooking 4 hours a day = 8 hours of cooking in two days. DAMMMMMNN.

Hate cooking. Hate cleaning up. I..DONT..HAVE..APRON, fml.
ok bye. shall do this soon.

Oh ya, I HAVE to blog this down before I forget about it. Warning: Wordy.
Today, when we are editing our coursework, I'm doing my menu. So after finishing it, I asked Mdm choo to check it but she is still giving feedbacks to my classmate, so she just used the admin computer and somehow control my screen with it.

After checking and all, she continue to give feedback but her admin computer is still at the page where she can see whatever I'm doing on my own computer. So, I can't surf web. I slack around before its my turn to get feedback from her.

I can see the admin computer's screen clearly and realise that my screen is moving. Look over to my seat, I saw esther "hacking" my computer. While mdm choo leave her seat to tell the rest about the common mistake, es start to spam words on my document, so I can also see it from the admin screen. She started typing words at font 30+ and even highlight those words with yellow.

Es just keep on typing and typing, even mdm choo is back at her seat, giving me feedback. Es start to type words at the normal font size, so it wont be so obvious. I'm trying to control my laughter. She is spamming words like "HAHAHA. Saranghae!! Oh! Oh! oh!"

Up till one point, when mdm choo is telling me to change my font size, I told her to look at her admin com's screen to see my doc is using the correct font size. Just then, she saw es still typing stupid stuffs.

BUSTED.

OK not funny? is ok, the laughter almost kill me this morning.
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I shall start typing a draft post now. So it can auto update tomorrow~

Do I ALWAYS sound so unreasonable?

2010-05-31T23:46:00.009+08:00

Updating on my mom's birthday! :)

That's mom's cake! Thanks BIL and Pierina bought this durian moose cake from Goodwood Park. THEIR DURIAN CAKES ARE THE BEST (and expensive though).

Mom with Xavier and Isabelle. She love her grandchildren. Her eyes get teary everytime Xavier is going back to his Dad's place. I think my mom look very pretty here. HEHE.

The rest together with Pierina and I. Isabelle's face stand out the most in this picture. HAHA. She get cranky and start crying. We didnt get to take another photo though.

My dad, mom and grandchildren. Isabelle still look pissed ya?

Lianna + the rest. Xavier look like a super spy or something plus bunny's ears.

BIL was working, so we didnt get to take pictures with him though. Xavier love celebrating birthdays! Love it when he get so excited and all. Hahahaha.

Pierina and I bought SK II products for Mom. I think Mom likes it :) She smile widely and said "You guys really get this for me?" Hehehe~
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Update on Isabelle Pictures :)

I LOVE THIS. HER FAKE SMILE. HAHHAHA. SO FORCED TYPE.
JUST FEEL LIKE BITING HER ARM OFF. *pervert/sadist*

Hahaha her sleeping position, one night. Sleep until so comfortable!
LOOK AT HER ARMS. AHHHHHH.

Playing with herself the bolster + giving shock faces.

HAHA. I MISS ISABELLE ALOT NOW.
Today, I broke my record of "carrying Isabelle for at least 5 minutes a day".
EVER SINCE SHE WAS BORN! :'(
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I texted Pierina last night, wishing Isabelle a happy two months on earth and told her to text when she reached Ipoh and all. Woke up by the alarm at 8am (I slept at 5am -.-) just to wake lw up. I saw Pierina's message saying that they reached and all, she ended the message with "Miss ya" :( *Control my emotions*

I called Lw after that because I saw missed calls from him. He actually scolded me for not answering my phone and all. I SLEPT AT 5AM LAST NIGHT. Of course is f. normal to tune off any vibrations after entering lalaland for an hour ONLY. He fucking scolded me.

I asked him come over and spam punches, slaps and kicks to his body *violent* (DONT JUDGE ME YET!!) Cried after getting so pissed. Once I entered Pierina's room, I cried even harder. YAAAA, MISS HER SO MUCH NOW :(

*TEARY EYES*

hate her for doing this to me :( i hate you. DONT BRING BACK ANY FRUITS!!!!

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I felt like closing down my blog that day and realised that I have alot to say and alot photo to post up *smack forehead*

Shall end with a few words.

Do you know the feeling, when you are so disappointed with one person yet you know you can't do anything to it. Please, dont say all those mushy stuffs. Save it, you know I dont take that when I'm pissed. Ohwellz, Gonna tune you off.

Closing down my blog.

2010-05-31T02:42:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOM. I'M GONNA UPDATE ON HER BIRTHDAY LATER :)
YOU VEH PRO IN BREAKING MY RECORDS IN THE TOILET ROLL GAME AND I LOVE YOU!

Hi yall. I'm here to update my rotting blog. I'm busying finish up "You're Beautiful" episodes and I did! :) If you have followed my twitter, I wanted a guy that are combined with a little from each character from "You're Beautiful" HEHEHE.
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WARNING: I'm gonna declare my love to the guyS i love

Love it when Yonghwa (in the show), is so caring and all. Although his real character is more loud than his character in the show. HAHA. I watched the show because of Yonghwa. After watching this show, it made me to be a BOICE (fans of CNBLUE) even more! HEHEHE, OFFICIALLY A BOICE.

*singing Love* C.N to the BLUE... Miss miss oh mistake. Tic tic toc toc...
AHAHAHA OMG I SOUND/LOOK SO STUPID. BUT...... *continue singing* TELL ME WHY WHY WHY.
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I TOTALLY LOVE JUNG GEUN SUK TOO. He is the "leader" of A.N.JELL (a "band" created through "You're Beautiful) Oh! and Pierina said that he look ugly. WHAT?!
Just look at his cute face when he smiled!

*girl screams* AHHHHHH!

So charming! Please dont make me start to sing "Promise" :(

Totally love his smile! :)
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*start singing Promise* I WILL PROMISE YOU~

A PHOTO OF ALL OF THEM TO SUM IT UP.

I LOVE BLONDE HONG KI TOO! HE IS CUTE IN THE SHOW! :)
He made me cried when he got "rejected" by Mi nam :'(

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I'M A FAN OF SHINEE AND SUPER BIASED TOWARDS KEY :)

AH SO CUTE!!
*doing the same action as Key(above)*
I just love it when Key randomly shout some stuffs during their live performances. Like once he did shouted "HELLO SINGAPORE!" during the performance they did at Singapore Entertainment Award(can't really remember the name)
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I FELT SO UNFAITHFUL NOW. FOR LOVING SO MANY GUYS :(
BUT I STILL LOVE ...

JAY WHOLE HEARTY!
HAHAAHAHA. Screen shot this down from the video he uploaded. He smiled before he start singing. DONT YOU THINK HIS SMILE LOOK SO PURE?! Hehehehehe.
Ohwellz, he put up a poll for us to vote for his fanclub's name, where he only gives four options, "Beyond the Top" , "Bumblebee" , "Jayeffect" and "Jaywalkers". I voted for Jaywalkers and it dont appeared the high voted one :( Ohwellz~
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This is the part where I should start putting up Lw's pictures and declare that he is the one that I really love and stuffs. BUT NAHHHH, SAVE IT. (I heard his heart cracked) HAHA. I sound so evil here :( Ohwellz, save it for another day then~
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I HAVE DONE DECLARING MY LOVE TO ALL GUYS. hhahahhaha.
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Before I go, I found this picture and I just remembered that I wanted to post this up.

(Click it to enlarge)
I'm not sure whether you can see the picture at a bigger size but notice the girl at the top right hand corner. ANOTHER PURE LOOK WITHOUT ANY FUNNY FACES!!!! But now, things just changed~ she just dont appear like this in any photo taking anymore~
Just hope she doesnt mind if I put this up :)

PS: I'm sorry for any typo because I'm posting this up at this late hour plus I'm listening to music (can't multi-task) I'm also sorry that this post is soooo messy and I can't stop singing.
PSS: Just hope someone can communicate with me about how much they are into Kpop and we can talk about it all day :( I felt so...alone now.

HAHAHA SO EMOZ.

I have to wake Lw up at 7am+, incase he cant wake for his O level Chinese papers *touch wood*. WISH HIM ALOT LUCK AND TO THE REST WHO ARE TAKING THE SAME PAPER TOO! :)

Last day of school. June holiday!

2010-05-27T20:56:00.004+08:00

Hi I'm back. Suffering from serious backaches and cramps. I nearly died this afternoon. I can't even take a nap without sweating like mad without air con and without taking pills to stop the pain.

I'm listening to songs now, can't even think properly. cant multi-task well.

Yuen spam CAPS message to me this afternoon, telling me to post some photo of the babies.

SAW THAT NAKED BODY?! I think it look kinda scary. Their eyes has not opened yet and their fur have not grow yet. hehe so small compare to the big stuffs around it.

Maybe photo of human baby now? :)

HEHEHHEE, SO ANGELIC. whatever it should describe her. JUST.. ANGEL.
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I took my report book today, my results is total lol and I still got into top 10. That is not a praise though. I dropped alot recently. Really have to word harder for Prelim and even N Level. okokok, so naggy. I can't stand myself too.

LETS PRAY FOR THE BEST.

hehe *pray pray*
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I can't wait to see my friendddddsssss this holiday.
Hope lw get his O level chinese done so that he(and I) can relax a little together :)
Oh ya, this morning after school , I get so pissed with everything and I said "DONT WANT" to everything lw asked. HAHA THAT GIVES HIM A BAD HEADACHE I GUESS.
OK BYE, MY HONGKONG SERIES STARTED 20 MINUTES AGO.

RAPIST.

2010-05-25T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hi! I'm updating on a rapist in my house now.
He even made my girl pregnant you know? For the first few days, he arrived at my place, he started to lisiao my girl, NON STOP. Making my girl to be scared and scream alot! Nowadays, didnt hear my girl scream so i though they become good friends....

Only realised from Lianna that my girl start to get so fierce and all. She even start to bite! :( until today.. I realised she is pregnant. WORSE NIGHTMARE.

YOU STUPID RAPIST. YOU TOTALLY RAPE NUTELLA :(
Well, you can't really blame him though. If Nutella NEVER gave in....

Dont they look so innocent?!

HAHHAHA OHWELLZ, I'm made them sound like some bastard and whore man. I'm just kidding about it. That is life cycle ya? Anyway, never kid about the part where I go "WORSE NIGHTMARE"

My mom will totally kill me for this.
Babies hamsters anyone?
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"JAY BUM PARK" "pretty soon i think you will be the mother of my kids"
OK, HELL NO!

hehe, his smiles his eyes. HAHA.
the last few seconds of the video is the cutest part!!!! myyy, my loveeee.

JAY SPEAKING IN CHINESE. OK MY DREAM IS COMING TRUE.
"zai fan" any idea what is that? I don't get it :(
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